fairy dust plum

Monday, December 12, 2011

Trust in Me

You sit there, your hands in your lap
your hair's a mess and your holding back
Scared to share what is in your heart
I understand and I want to know this part
I only hope that one day you will see the light

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me

Laying in bed starring at the ceiling 
let your mind wonder over your feelings
Stroke my hair, fighting to not love me
But the heart wants what it wants
You can't stop it from feeling
Don't close yourself off listen to what I am saying

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me
Trust in me
please trust in me

You gotta open up your heart
Let scream out loud.
Let it be known, that your not trapped
that your validated in your own heart
be the one to set yourself free
Please let yourself see that you will always have me

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me
Will you trust in me
Please trust in me
Trust in me
I can set you free
Have trust in me
Baby please
Trust in me

Saturday, December 3, 2011

fight

I am so bloody fucking pissed right now it's just not right. He ask me what is wrong why I have been so guarded so I tell him, and he turns it around on me. And makes his problems his issues my fault. What the hell? He does things and acts in a way that scares me and it is my fault. He says that I am the unstable one. That I am the one with all the problem and issues. But that is just not true. Yes I have a few things that I am going through emotionally but I am not unstable. I am hurt and confused. I am tired and stressed. I am tired of fighting of being strong. I just want happiness. I want laughter and smiles. I want simpleness and fun. I want everything to be ok. I just want to.......be.

Peace is hard to come and there will always be problems and stuff and I understand that. There is a common ground, there is somewhere we can find a little bit of peace not total peace but a little. To lay in the arms of the one I love and not feel like I was mad to do it. To not feel scared, but too feel safe. I want to feel safe. I wish for  my prince my knight in shining armor. Where is he? When will he come and rescue me from my depression and loneliness?

Friday, December 2, 2011

The Window Rain

As I sit in the bay window, my head leaning carefully against the wall. My hair spread across my shoulders and falling onto my chest and slithgly inside my tank top. My knees pulled up and covered with a warm blanket.My face stained with dryed tears and warm salty ones slowly make their way down my cheeks to fall onto my chest.

The rain outside hits the window with a hard but soothing thud. The loud roars of thunder rolling in the background. Beautiful streaks of blue and white light streak across the sky making wonderful playful shapes. The lighting light up the dark sky and the grassy hills showing the shapes of the trees in the distance.

Thoughts my cloud my mind confusing me causeing the tears to form even faster. Will he call? Will he show up? Did I make a mistake in making the choice to be avalible for him to come? Will he leave her for me? This was a huge mistake. I can't believe I did this. I opened my heart to get hurt. I feel in love when I shouldn't have. I set myself up for the god awful pain that I will be feeling. Clenching the phone tightly in my hands praying for it to ring. A sigh gently escapes my lips. A few sniffles follow. I close my eyes and let my mind wonder to wonderful thoughts of him.

Sitting on the couch together cuddled up. Watching Rent, my head laying on your chest. Your hand gently playing with a few strands of my hair. Your lips gently pressing against the top of my head every now and then. Your other hand resting gently on my arm brushing my cheek here and there bring a gentel smile to my lips.my other hand rest on your chest feeling your heart beat. The soothing rhythem of your heart beat warms me and slowly hypotizes me. As we lay relaxed on the couch I fall asleep in the arms of a great man. The warmth of the love in your arms. The comfort your kisses bring. It washes over me and make me relax so much that sleep comes easily. And it comes as a surprise but a pleasant one that such a simple things as cuddling can bring on such a great feeling. Then you wake me with a gentle kiss on the forehead and a soft "hey hun lets go to bed" and lead me slowly to bed by the hand holding tight. Where we cuddle back up after a soft long good night kiss. Our lips brushing against each other.  Our tongues entertwined. Then we pull away and you kiss my nose as I lay my head back on your chest your arms around me. And we drift off to sleep. Heaven is what it feels like to be that close to you.

My thoughts interupted by a clash of thunder, that makes me jump. The question that is in the front of my mind, will I ever experience that feeling, that moment, again?

Then out of the darkness that was still be streaked by lighting, headlights. Coming slowly down the long, winding drive I can see the rain glistening in the yellow light of the car lights. They slowly come to a stop. I stand up and walk to the door and open it to watch and see who the person behind the wheel is. I stand there hearing the rain hitting the ground and the puddles that has formed on grass and sidewalk. Slowly the car door opens and out steps a tall figure. The shape I can tell is a man and reminds me of you.

I step out the door under the cover of the small roof that covers some of the porch. The man takes a few steps towards me as the car door closes. The rain is coming down hard. I take another step to try and get a better look. Lighting streaks across the sky illuminating everything included the features on the mans face. I see your thoughtful beautiful eyes looking at me.

I step down off the porch and take a few slow steps towards you. The rain soaking my hair, making my tank cling to my body. I stop a few feet away from you. I can see your gentle face better now. A small smile spread across your lips as they part and say "Hi". I smile and blink some of the rain out of my eyes. I hesitate, wondering what is going through you mind. What words are you going to speak next? Will I have hurt and heart break? Or will I have the blissful moment I have been longing for? The unknowing is hurtful and wonderful all at the same time. Anticipation can be killer and cause you to do silly things.

I take in a deep breath and slowly let it out. My heart racing I can hear the beat of it in my ears in rythem with the rain. My lips part and a small breath of sound comes out "Hi".

tired and awake

I am tired and it's late. But i have a million things on my mind. Trying to sort them out but having issues doing that, but then again when do I not have issues???  Had a pleasant convo with Nomica tonight. it was pretty funny actually. Made me laugh and smile a lot which I needed a great deal. Talked to someone that... well I don't want to go there because I will only actually cry.

Ok the deal is that i am down about things. I mean why does things have to be so hard? I mean yeah I know that is life get over it blah blah blah. But it just seams unfair. I have a big heart and a kind heart. I always have smiles for people. I am positive most of the time. But yet i get the short end of the stick i get shit on and pushed around. I get hurt and screwed without even the courtesy of a reach around. it's not right at all. I mean ok you know I know we have to be dealt a bad hand every now and then to learn and grow as a person but does it have to be a bad hand every time? I know I am just bitching now and whining but still. I am allowed. But I just feel like everything is crashing down around me and I don't have enough super glue to put all the pieces back together. I feel like I am failing everyone. I feel like I am not living up to the expectations of others and myself. I feel very lost and hurt and confused. I want....I want..... want to feel whole again.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

change

As I sit here wondering what i shall do, who am I to become?  Who i use to be. In June I was hurt badly by someone who was close to me. I let someone in and let them know things about me. They took those things and used them against me twisted words to get what they want. To steal my life, to take things away form me to destroy me and put me in dispear. I was hurt a lot and it has effected me dearly and deeply. I have only noticed as of late how much it has changed me. I barely talk to anyone anymore. I keep all kinds of things locked up inside me. I don't share. I don't socialize. I work. I make projects for myself to keep me busy. I love doing these things don't get me wrong. But I wish I could be more carefree like I use to. To share, to have fun, to be more enjoyable to be around. I know that people don't talk to me like they use to. I am not favored I know. I mean I don't want to be praised or favored. But I guess I just...... I don't know. I think about all those things that happened and it still hurts me it still makes me cry. IS that wrong. I have moved past it. Or so I think. Maybe I haven't since I am still hurt so much about it and I let it change me so much and haven't fully recovered form what happened. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel or who I can trust. I use to believe that everyone was basically good and trust worthy. I had no hesitations about things, about people. But now I question everyone's motives what they want form me what they will do what they do with what I tell them. I am not who I use to be, and I don't think I changed for the better. I just don't know what to do with the realization of all of this. Is there anyone that can help me get past it or am I screwed until I get through it on my own?

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Love story to tell

I want a love story to tell. I want to have that moment when you look across the room and see him for the first time that you know. That there is something special about that person. That they was put here on the face of this planet just for you.

I want a love story to tell. I want to talk about the first kiss that made me melt. The kiss that made body tingle. Had me feel like I was floating and the rest of the world did not exist for a few moments. That was nothing else in the world but the 2 of us.

I want a love story to tell. He came and rescued me form my demons. He slayed the dragon for me to save me from uncertain troubles. That he would rescue me or try his hardest when there is trouble in my life. Be there by my side holding my hand and facing the world no matter what they say. No matter what the fight was that we had.

I want a love story to tell. That you will let no ocean no person no matter the distance come between us and keep us apart. You will swim, fly, crawl until after your last breath to be with me. To know that I was safe and happy. To try and give me, us, happily ever after.

I want a love story to tell.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

problems

The things I think the things I feel, over emotional or totally real? Confusion mistaken for doubt. Happiness seen as sadness. Loneliness thought of as independence. All mixed up. Causing a scene. Causing pain and strife. Moral dilemmas come to mind and cross your path. What is right for one person may be wrong to another. What is to be done may not be easy. But it has to be done. These are our moments and our problems. To us they may feel like the end of the world at the moment but they are not. and other will not see them as we do and think we are being over baring or exaggerating things but we aren't to us that moment the pain and strife is very real.  Their are others out there with things way worse than our superficial emotional issues and we know this but our feelings are ours and our feelings are real t us and thy need to be shard and dealt with or thy will lead to something that can possibly be destructive. and that is never a good thing. Our problems are ours and ours alone most of the time. We deal with them the best we can. When they are our own and not someone else's they are more real and hit harder than anything else.  

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Me in a nutshell so to speak

So over the past few days I have been on an emotional roller coaster. Done a lot of self reflecting I guess you can call it. And now I am going to rant here so you all can read it if you so wish. So here we go.

I am an emotionally intense person. I put my feelings out there for everyone to see and know. I don't hide them unless I absolutely have to. I blurt things out and don't think about them until after the fact. I try to be selfless and listen when other people talk. But sometimes they say something and it reminds me of something that had happen to me or a feeling I have and I take over the conversation. Which I am pretty sure pisses people off and makes them think I am selfish or not listening. And that is not true. But I understand why people think that. I seek for validation emotionally and love without knowing it. I want people to tell me good things about me to make me feel better about myself all the time. Even though I don't ask for these things and I tell people they don't ave to give them. But secretly I want them. I want them without knowing I want them. I seek things that i don't realize I am seeking. I fall for someone I can't have ever no matter what. And it saddens me. It hurts some because it is not something that shouldn't have happened. And I still want that someone but I can't have them. I know this but it doesn't change the feelings. It doesn't get rid of the what if's. I am having a hard time being happy with what I have and I should be estatic about what I have. A good man beautiful children but I still search for more. And I have no idea why. I guess maybe it is just who I am. I will always search for something else other than what I have. Maybe everyone dose that I don't know. And I will never know. But admitting these different parts of me it might help it might not. I don't know. I just wish that is was easier. But it's not. And where is the fun in that right? But to know me and to love me and to accept me is to know that a part of me is indecisive and will always look at the what ifs and my heart will go other places because My soul soars and reaches out to people so much. Because I am suppose to give other people pieces of my heart and share it and not keep it all for myself or give it all to one person. That is somewhat selfish at least I think so. But my emotions are mine and they effect other people. and they are intense. and that may lead people to believe that certain feelings are more than what they really are. But that is me. I am me. Just. Me.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

things i want

These are things i just thought i would list. Things that i would like to have done for me kind of like dreams but very reachable and doable with out to much effort and training on my part ya know.

1.) A romantic Candle light dinner home cooked.
2.) Breakfast in bed
3.) Picked up after a long trip and greeted with a great kiss and flowers.
4.) a long kiss in the pouring rain
5.) a Picnic in the park
6.) romantic getaway weekend in a cabin with a fire place and nothing or no one else close by.
7.) a day where i get no bad news.
8.) a love letter
9.) flowers just because and my fav flowers not their signature flower.
10.) a massage
11.) to be swept off my feet.
12.) to write something people love to read.
13.) to be happy with the way I am
14.) find peace with things
15.) to be loved the way i am suppose to be loved the way i deserved to be loved.
16.) to have my desires met and cared about and talked about and thought about

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

questions

The past week or  so I have been feeling ..lost. Not sure if that is the right word to use to describe what I am feeling but for now it is the one I choose. I have a friend that I am worried about haven't heard from them in a while. And trying not o be to nosy or anything but i can't help but to worry because that is who I am. And speaking of Who I am. Why does who I am or how I choose to be used against me in a bad way? So I don't stick myself out there like a lot of people. I can't put myself out there but it is hard. I get hurt just about every time I do it so i am cautious and I watch what I do or say. I let someone in. I tell them secrets i share feelings my desires and get close to them and then i get hurt. So yeah i am pulled back and a hard shell to crack but life has made me this way.

I have lost a friend because I am an emotional person. I am sorry i do wear my emotions on my sleeve and I share them often. That is just how I am. I don't like keeping them bottled up and sometimes it just comes pouring out of me before I get a chance to stop it or even think about it. and because of my emotions that I willing share I get penalized for it. I lose a friend. Granted we was in a weird situation but I still lost her and that hurts. I liked talking to her I liked hearing her side of things. I liked her personality sometimes. She is a good person with good intentions and things in her life are a little up in the air and I know this and that can be hard. But why do I get to be the one hurting because I shared my feelings with a friend about something. I shared without thinking and that may have been my fault I should have though before I spoke but I didn't and now I suffer this. I suffer loss. I am truly sorry to this friend and I hope that maybe someday she will see that and  talk with me again.

I also feel useless to some. I have been given a position of great honor yet I don't feel I deserve it. I don't feel that anyone hears me in this position. That it is like nothing more than a joke a way to poke fun at me. I speak and no one hears me. Someone else speaks and says the same thing and they are heard and they are followed. Why? Why is that? I can be just the same as that person so why am I not heard but they are? It's not right, at least I don't think it is. But then again who am I? I feel like a nobody I feel like I don't belong in any world I am in. I feel alone and confused. Hurt and tears crowd my body and eyes. Feeling left out and behind. Not knowing the things that i want to know hearing from those that I want to hear from. I am not asking to hear the things that I want to hear I just want to hear form those that I want to hear from. to know they are safe and ok. To know if I am still in their thoughts at all or if i really have been cast aside and they have moved on? To many tears i have cried over all these questions that I am asking and longing to hear the answers. Can I have them? Or will I spend forever unknowing and lost in the dark with no light to see? Feeling along the walls for guidance not knowing what is in the past or what might lay ahead? To be in the dark forever is not what I want nor seek. but a small crack so a little light will be let in so i can see is all i ask. Not a flash light, not even a candle just  the tiniest crack in the wall where light will try to escape through so i can see a few dust particles and just a glimpse of a bump that I might trip over.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Funniest thing i have read in a long time

This was given to me this morning in my game I play Second Life (SL) and I feel that it is was to funny to not share with every one that I can share with. SO read and enjoy i know it is long but it is worth it.

Hair Removal....

This is funny. (I don't have a clue as to who wrote this, but omg......)
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal -
The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. 

 Read on.........
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids.
I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours:
'Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.'

So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those 'cold wax' kits.
No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off.

No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!)

So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together.
Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat it to 1000 degrees. ('Cold wax,' yeah...right!) I lay the strip across my thigh.
Hold the skin around it tight and pull. It works!
OK, so it wasn't the best feeling, but it wasn't too bad. I can do this!
Hair removal no longer eludes me! I am She-rah, fighter of all wayward body hair and maker of smooth skin extraordinaire.

With my next wax strip I move north. After checking on the kids, I sneak back into the bathroom, for the ultimate hair fighting championship.

I drop my panties and place one foot on the toilet.

Using the same procedure, I apply the wax strip across the right side of my bikini line, covering the right half of my hoo-ha and stretching down to the inside of my butt cheek (it was a long strip)

I inhale deeply and brace myself....RRRRRRIIIIPPP!!!!

I'm blind!!!
Blinded from pain!!!!....

OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!

Vision returning, I notice that I've only managed to pull off half the strip. CRAP!
Another deep breath and RIPP! Everything is spinning and spotted.
I think I may pass out...must stay conscious...must stay conscious.
Do I hear crashing drums??? Breathe, breathe..................
OK, back to normal.

I want to see my trophy -
a wax covered strip, the one that has caused me so much pain, with my hairy pelt sticking to it. I want to revel in the glory that is my triumph over body hair.

I hold up the strip!

There's no hair on it.

Where is the hair???

WHERE IS THE WAX???

Slowly I ease my head down, foot still perched on the toilet.
I see the hair. The hair that should be on the strip..it's not!
I touch. I am touching wax.

I run my fingers over the most sensitive part of my body, which is now covered in cold wax and matted hair. Then I make the next BIG mistake...remember my foot is still propped upon the toilet?  I know I need to do something. So I put my foot down.

Sealed shut!  My butt is sealed shut. Sealed shut!

I penguin walk around the bathroom trying to figure out what to do and think to myself
'Please don't let me get the urge to poop. My head may pop off!' What can I do to melt the wax?

Hot water!! Hot water melts wax!!
I'll run the hottest water I can stand into the bathtub, get in, immerse the wax-covered bits and the wax should melt and I can gently wipe it off, right???

*WRONG!!!!!!!*

I get in the tub - The water is slightly hotter than that used to torture prisoners of war or sterilize surgical equipment - I sit. Now, the only thing worse than having your nether
regions glued together, is having them glued together and then glued to the
bottom of the tub...in scalding hot water. Which, by the way, doesn't melt cold wax.

So, now I'm stuck to the bottom of the tub as though I had cemented myself to the porcelain!! God bless the man who had convinced me a few months ago to have a phone put in the bathroom!!!!! I call my friend, thinking surely she has waxed before and has some secret of how to get me undone. It's a very good conversation starter 'So, my butt and hoo-ha are glued together to the bottom of the tub!'

There is a slight pause. She doesn't know any secret tricks for removal but she does try to hide her laughter from me. She wants to know exactly where the wax is located,'Are we talking cheeks or hole or hoo-ha?'

She's laughing out loud by now...I can hear her. I give her the rundown and she suggests I call the number on the side of the box.

YEAH!!!!! Right!!



I should be the joke of someone else's night. While we go through various solutions. I resort to trying to scrape the wax off with a razor.  Nothing feels better than to have your girlie goodies covered in hot wax, glued shut, stuck to the tub in super hot water and then dry-shaving the sticky wax off!!

By now the brain is not working, dignity has taken a major hike and I'm pretty sure I'm going to need Post-Traumatic Stress counseling for this event.

My friend is still talking with me when I finally see my saving grace....the lotion they give you to remove the excess wax.

What do I really have to lose at this point? I rub some on and OH MY
GOD!!!!!!!

The scream probably woke the kids and scared the dickens out of my friend.
It's sooo painful, but I really don't care.

'IT WORKS!!

It works !!' I get a hearty congratulation from my friend and she hangs up.
I successfully remove the remainder of the wax and then notice to my grief and despair....
THE HAIR IS STILL THERE.......ALL OF IT!

So I recklessly shave it off. Heck, I'm numb by now.  Nothing hurts.

I could have amputated my own leg at this point.

Next week I'm going to try hair color......

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

tears

I stand there and watch the door. Wondering what happened. How did this day turn into this. The warm salty tears runs down my cheeks and fall onto my chest. My eyes getting blood shot. Nose slightly runny because of the crying. I start to rerun the events in my head to see if i could figure out everything process it turn it into something understandable.

Sitting on the couch playing spider solitaire on my laptop while watching a show on the TV.  Laughing and enjoying the time that I was having. Calling the laptop names when it gives me a hand that i don't win like it really is all it's fault. He walks in and just stands there. I look up at him "Hi!" I say all cheerfully and happy with a big smile.

He just walks past me into the other room. I set the laptop to the side and follow him.

"Everything ok?? You seem upset and stuff. What happened?" I ask gently as I place my hand on his shoulder. Hopeing to sooth him and find out what was on his mind.

He throws my arm off of him and turns around and stare into my eyes. I can see things in his eyes that I had never seen before. Things that are mean and hateful. Secrets that are being kept and not shared. I feel my eyes start to tear up but I don't let them fall. Not yet not until I know what he has to say. "Whats going on hun?" I let slip shatteringly past my lips.

"I am leaving." He says all stern and manly. as he starts gathering up his clothes and items that are his. I stand there in shock not sure what to say or how to react. Running throw my mind was a lot of things. Did something happen to a family member? Is there something about his job he hasn't told me? Or the worst thought that had entered my mind, Is he leaving me...for someone else?

With a big swallow holding back my tears and breath I ask, " What do you mean by 'your leaving'?" I feel my whole body starting to shake. Tears pushing to escape. I step closer to him hoping that my world is not about to fall apart hoping that my life was not about to change in a very big and bad way.

He stops packing for a minute and looks as if he is gathering his thoughts as if he was trying to figure out what to say. He turned around again to look at me. I knew by the look that laid on his face what he meant by that statement, but I waited I waited to hear the words because it wasn't true until he said the words. I watched as he parted his lips and the words came out. It was like someone had hit the slow motion button at that moment it seems very unreal and hard and gut wrenching like waiting to know hear the doctor tell you you are gonna survive cancer or a horrible accident. "I am leaveing you. I can't do this anymore." He stopped and so did my heart.

The tears finally won and took over. They ran down my cheeks. Barly able to get the words out they sounded like squeaks from a mouse, "What do you mean? You can't do what anymore?  What did I do?" The shaking getting to the point it was making it hard for me to stand so I stepped back until i found the wall to lean against. I watched as he moved around the room gathering things not able to say anything else to him not sure what to do or think. Waiting for a response to come for something to explain everything.

"I am done. I am done pretending that i care anymore when I don't. You mean nothing to me. This life we built this world we live in. It's fake! I have given and you have given so much and yet i can't go on pretending to love you to want to have a life with you to want to share everything with you. Your to cheerful and see to much good and I am not that way and i can't stand being around someone who is anymore. you give people way to many chances. Including me. When you found out about Marie about the accounts, you should have ran. But you didn't. You kept telling me everything would be ok, you kept saying it would take time but i would be forgiven. Well I can't forgive myself." He stopped talking only to move into the bathroom to grab a few things out of there. He came back into the room with a furry that i had not seen. I gasped for breath from the crying trying to find words but there was none.

He spoke truth. I do forgive people to easily. I give people chances when they probably shouldn't be. I have faith and a lot of it that everyone will do the right thing. I see good where others see evil. When I found out that he had been seeing someone else I should have thrown him out but I didn't I kept him I kept him to keep trying to know that things would work. When I found the secret bank accounts with a lot of money in it when we had been struggling to make ends met. I should have left but I didn't I figured there was a good reason for all. And now I stand here in awe. Wondering what I did why I wasn't good enough anymore waiting for some reason this time. Reason that I wasn't finding on my own at the moment.

He started again. "I can't forgive myself for hurting you the way I have. For knowing that I still want someone else. For lying and keeping secrets. I just can't do it. So I am taking my things and myself form your life and leaving. You can move on and find someone that deserves the goodness you have to share and  that deserves you as I don't. I know you love me with all your heart but you will survive and move on. But the hurt that i will keep causing you when I leave and go out the door and everything it's nor worth it. Your not worth my guilt anymore. I am done. I am finished. I am out." Without any more explanation he walked out of the room with his bags in his hand and I followed. still at a lost for words. Standing still in the front room looking at him. No words to be found. No feeling to say out loud.

With his hand on the door knob he stopped for only a moment and barely made out something audible " I'm sorry." and with that the door closed and he was gone. I stood there the tears staining my chest  still rushing form my eyes. It has changed my world has changed and I stand alone with no words to speak outloud.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

The Sweetness

Your Lips stop my heart when they reach mine
the taste of your mouth so sublime
the caress of your fingers against my cheek running through my hair
your eyes pierce my soul
you know me better than anyone

Each heartbeat says your name
every thought has your smile
the bearth that I take
help me breath in your life
I don't want to depart
So I will just get lost in us tonight

Laying between the sheets bodies entwind
fingers interlocked  my head on your chest
we talk about hope and dreams
expressing our deepest feelings
as you kiss teh sweat from my forehead
and hold me tight I know whats screaming on the inside

Each heartbeat says my name every thought has my smile
the breaths that you take
help  you breath in my life
you dont' want to depart
so you'll just got lost in us tonight

Having you by my side
gives me such a high
the ecstasy I feel when
your pressed against me
hard to deny the connection
we feel inside
so many moments apart
maybe one day it will stop

Each heartbeat says each others name
every thought we see our smiles
the breaths that we take
breath in our lives
we don't want to depart So, we will just get lost
in us tonight

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Drowning

The hurt and pain that I am in right now does not even begin to describe what I put you through. I know I did wrong. I know this, I understand this and I accept it. But at least I didn't do my wrong where we share our life together. Where we share our family time. Where we are together. Where our children are. The tears have not stopped. Even though you might not be able to see them streaming down my cheeks and form my bloodshot eyes.
On the inside I am a dam that has been broken and all the water is rushing over everything around making it hard to see drowning in my sadness and sorrow. Not knowing where I can turn. Who I can trust with my feelings, my heart. The place I want to run to I can't. The place I should want to run to I don't want to because of the pain and the feelings that I do and don't have. Of the fear that I will be alone forever or I may stay for the wrong reasons. Of the fear that I do truly want you and just don't see it for myself yet.
I still have wants and feeling that are outside of you. That are for someone else. It could just be a possible fleeting things like a mid life crisis. After I buy the bright shiny red corvette  and drive it for a bit I will be done and over it. I will be fine and know everything that I want. Or it could be something real and more that will pull me someplace I have never been and I might want to stay there and be in that moment forever and never leave. To be wrapped in the arms of something I have missed for a while. To feel things that have been absent for so long.
I don't know what I want at this point. I am so sick of saying I don't know but right now with all the confusion I can't see the answers through all the fog that is clouding the path in front of me. Eventually it will clear and I will be able to see. I will know and so will you and everyone else that needs to know. Until then I don't know the answers that you seek or that I seek. I wish I did make things so much easier. Right now that is not the case. So until then I grasp at the passing tree branch's to save myself until they break. waiting for my life boat to save me. And to see who my rescuer is.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Things that i Can live without knowing Keiro.....

" I masturbated right before i called you"

" Girl He sucked my dick good. Wooo all night long Boo"

"My butthole itches"

" I stuck my finger in my butthole and scartched it. and it felt so good."

" I am taking a shit right now"

"Girl let me tell you what he done did. He pulled out a dildo and he used it on me."

More to come I am sure

Saturday, June 18, 2011

a normal SL convo ;)

[03:52 PM]  EASY-TOOL Radar: enter chatrange: Lila Rhys (15m)
[03:52 PM]  EASY-TOOL Radar: enter chatrange: Luxxe Resident (18m)
[03:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: damnit
[03:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol i crashed Lola
[03:52 PM]  Yuna Khaos: Hi Lila
[03:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: HIIIIIIIII
[03:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: ITS MEEE
[03:52 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[03:52 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[03:52 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i figured that much
[03:52 PM]  EASY-TOOL Radar: enter chatrange: Luxxe Resident (16m)
[03:53 PM]  texthamad Resident is Offline
[03:53 PM]  Yuna Khaos: Hi Lola
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: we were hangin at my place and i was like shoot really should be at clan
[03:53 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: AHHOY THERE WHORE!
[03:53 PM]  Luxxe Resident: LOL i'm such a knob. why would i bother trying to TP 10 meters
[03:53 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and just break my viewer
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: newb
[03:53 PM]  Yuna Khaos: becasue we are all lazy
[03:53 PM]  Lila Rhys rubs newb pie in yeh face
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: ew
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: sounds like that other kinda pie
[03:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[03:54 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[03:54 PM]  You decline Club Pulse from A group member named Amelia Faith.
[03:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: my favourite kind of pie?
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: i think so
[03:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: oh good
[03:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: lolol
[03:55 PM]  Lollie Genesis is Online
[03:55 PM]  Luxxe Resident: excuse my rudeness
[03:55 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hi Yuna! ㋡
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: NOOOOMANNERS
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: beat her up yuna
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: go on
[03:55 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: doo itt do itt
[03:55 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Lila Rhys has given Yuna Khaos a new title.
[03:55 PM]  Luxxe Resident: booze britain, no nammers
[03:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: manners
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:56 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i am not gonna beat her up
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: woot
[03:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: and here come the typos
[03:56 PM]  JannahFirdious888 Resident is Offline
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: O(◣_◢)OYAAA☆AAAYO(◣_◢)O
[03:56 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: aw boo
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: realleh?
[03:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i dont even know how I managed to write nammers
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: not even a little bit?
[03:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: I think this awful drink has gone to my head
[03:56 PM]  Yuna Khaos: how much wine hav you had now LIla?
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: not that much
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: its hangin with a brit that does it
[03:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: she's lying, she is having wine sweats
[03:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: that was after 1 glass!
[03:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: it dont count!
[03:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: i think i killed the chat
[03:57 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i don't want to know what it's become now
[03:58 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[03:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: whats become?
[03:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol i dont mean what does the word mean btw
[03:58 PM]  Natalie1982 Dawes is Online
[03:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: your first glass sweats
[03:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i did wonder tbh
[03:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[03:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: i thought u might
[03:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: toyed with the idea of a sarky reply
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: fuckin brits
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: do you ever get one eye watering?
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: it is atm
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: lolol
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: is it your left eye?
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: my left eye is STREAMING
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: my rihgt eye
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: right*
[03:59 PM]  Lollie Genesis is Offline
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: aww we make a pair
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: u right handed?
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yes
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats y then
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: are you left handed?
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: yup
[03:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: oooh
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[03:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: what a drinking piar!
[04:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: is that like an actual scientific fact though
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: whoops
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: pair*
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: well tbh
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: were brits
[04:00 PM]  samanthabr1 Resident is Online
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: we make up the science all the time
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: so yes
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: it is now a fact
[04:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: cos like having one bigger boob is not normally to do with which handed you are
[04:00 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Online
[04:00 PM]  Yuna Khaos: 0.o
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: no thats true
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: but like i feeeel that this is true
[04:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: fact
[04:01 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: it should really go on wikipedia
[04:01 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i might google
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: its like my bible
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: i think u shud
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: i got to many typos goin on to google
[04:01 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ok i am lost
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: too*
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: sowwy
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol were off on a tangent
[04:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: is that how u spell it
[04:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: ohhh lola my dictionary
[04:02 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yes
[04:02 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i noticed adn it is like there are words missing so smene else cna;t understand
[04:02 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lmao
[04:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: nopes
[04:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: just brits talkin
[04:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: i miss out odd words but not on purpose
[04:02 PM]  Luxxe Resident: although eye watering is a gloval issue
[04:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: *global
[04:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol ohh a glove issue?
[04:03 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i am part brit
[04:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: damn u corrected it before i could mock
[04:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: :)
[04:03 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: keeping my hand in the glove
[04:03 PM]  Yuna Khaos: gloves are issues
[04:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: gloves
[04:03 PM]  Yuna Khaos: they ae either to tight or to lose
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: key topic
[04:04 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i always lose one
[04:04 PM]  Yuna Khaos: have holes
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: i never find ne that fit
[04:04 PM]  Yuna Khaos: adn pinch
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: omgah
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: i loveee my mittens
[04:04 PM]  Luxxe Resident: how do you do anything in mittens though
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: driving gloves are so last year tho
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:04 PM]  Yuna Khaos: and if you have nails forget it
[04:04 PM]  Poppii Resident is Online
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: mittens are amazin
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: u shud get some
[04:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: they rock my world
[04:04 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:04 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i dont mind the mittens where you can pin back the miteen part
[04:04 PM]  Aurora Yardley is Offline
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: well yahhh
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: mitten*
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: exactly
[04:05 PM]  Yuna Khaos: brbr gonan go make soem tea
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont mean ones with the string that connects em through the back of ur coat
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: were now 5
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lmao
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: not*
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: oki
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: hb
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: :D
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i need them!
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i always lose gloves
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: lolo
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and umbrellas
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: i break umbrellas
[04:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: they hate me
[04:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i hate them
[04:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: ohh i dropped a frozen chicken on my mums car earlier n i think i dented it
[04:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: its completly irrelivant but i was feeling guilty
[04:06 PM]  Luxxe Resident: this either makes me optimistic or a dickhead that i always carry sunglasess but never a brolly
[04:06 PM]  Luxxe Resident: :o
[04:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: so now i feel better
[04:06 PM]  Aurora Yardley is Online
[04:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: i would chass that as ... ur an optidick
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: class*
[04:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: that sounds like a futuristic dick
[04:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: or like an attachment
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: well maybe u r
[04:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hehehe
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: its ur new title
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur not a hipster
[04:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur an optidick
[04:08 PM]  Luxxe Resident: 'dick attachment' sounds like a politer way of saying slut though
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: cracked up
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: •´¨*•.¸. HahahaA •´¨*•.¸.
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: well u know
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: i wasnt gonna say nething but....
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: rumor has it round the office...
[04:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: uve had urs in kate moss too
[04:08 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: she loved it
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: i bet
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: from the skeeze she goes out with atm
[04:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: LOL
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: musta been a light reliefe
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: relief
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: *
[04:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: why is he skeezy
[04:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: her hen party was last weekend
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: cos like
[04:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i feel wrong for knowing this
[04:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: his with her....
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: .al
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: u need to be scrobbed down
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: u assosiate with baaad ppl
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: TAINTED I TELL YOU TAINTED!
[04:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaaa
[04:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! brb
[04:10 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[04:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: okkk
[04:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: im back
[04:12 PM]  Morant Resident is Online
[04:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: dont panic
[04:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: too late
[04:13 PM]  Natalie1982 Dawes is Online
[04:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: its alllll gonna be ok
[04:13 PM]  Lila Rhys hands u a tissue
[04:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: alright, alright, everythings gonna be alright
[04:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: more wine?
[04:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: i need to clean my keyboard
[04:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol i poured another glass
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: u made me so much thought i was gonna wet maself
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: fot there juuust in time
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: so all good
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: laugh*
[04:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: what
[04:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: LOL
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: what a place for the word to be missed out
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: .......
[04:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[04:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[04:15 PM]  Luxxe Resident: my eye is wateringgggg
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: mine has stopped
[04:15 PM]  Luxxe Resident: my japs eye
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol did u add like cream cleaner n stuff to it to give it zest?
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:15 PM]  Stewie Zenfold is Offline
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: omgah
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: hahaha
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: niceeee
[04:15 PM]  Bloodwain Arun is Online
[04:15 PM]  Lila Rhys passes you box of tissues
[04:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: oh thanks bb you're so considerate
[04:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident mops up
[04:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: so damn nice
[04:16 PM]  Stewie Zenfold is Online
[04:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: omg its got to that point where i find everything funny
[04:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: im gigglin away
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: ppl gonna think uve lost it
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: they alreay think i have
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: but u can save urself!
[04:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i cant live a lie
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys whispers: u dont have to be assosiated with me!
[04:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: but i'm your dick attachment
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: u can still run into the hills
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: ill be lost without you
[04:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: but the vontraps are calling for you
[04:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i'lll be empty without you
[04:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lolol
[04:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: ill be empty without you i think ull find!
[04:18 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hehe
[04:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: i can see u in the vontraps tbh
[04:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: those curtain dresses
[04:18 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i have a wholesome look
[04:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: runing up those mountains
[04:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: arms flailing
[04:19 PM]  Luxxe Resident: this just makes me sound crazy
[04:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: stopping half way to have a drink n a cig
[04:19 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:19 PM]  Luxxe Resident: might just stop halfway and make home
[04:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: carry on to cathc up with ur bros n hos
[04:19 PM]  Luxxe Resident: build a pub
[04:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: aw morants here
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: he will trip at our convo
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: be good
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ⁂•:._.:•⁂  ⓌⓉⒻ  ⁂•:._.:•⁂
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol yuna gonna get back and be like
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: were gonna get banned from clan
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: i hope ur prepared for that
[04:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i am good
[04:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wait what
[04:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i need to be filled in on this shit
[04:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: we will get frog marched to cuddly
[04:20 PM]  Morant Resident is Offline
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: but ur her twin
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: we can fool ppl
[04:21 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: change ur name
[04:21 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ok i am back now
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: and say that its a lie
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: and were not banned
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: welcome back :D
[04:21 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wb ㋡
[04:21 PM]  Yuna Khaos: Thank you! :)
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: i have it all sorted
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: my plan of action
[04:21 PM]  Luxxe Resident: crazy plan of action
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: really?
[04:21 PM]  Lila Rhys: too ott?
[04:21 PM]  Luxxe Resident: just a little
[04:22 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i don't 4even know if i want to ask
[04:22 PM]  Luxxe Resident: bit far fetched
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: i thought itwas fairly sensible
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: u thinkl;
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: ?
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol tuna
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: whoops
[04:22 PM]  Luxxe Resident: LOL
[04:22 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: Yuna
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: *
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: sowwy
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys gigles drunkardly to herself
[04:22 PM]  Luxxe Resident: my eye is going again
[04:22 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:22 PM]  Yuna Khaos: it's ok happens all the time
[04:22 PM]  Lila Rhys: my eyes are now streamin
[04:23 PM]  Lila Rhys: my right eye is really going for it!
[04:23 PM]  Lila Rhys: looks like someones pouring a jug of water down half my head
[04:23 PM]  Lila Rhys: !
[04:23 PM]  Luxxe Resident appluads your right eye
[04:23 PM]  Luxxe Resident: applauds
[04:23 PM]  Luxxe Resident: og i give up
[04:23 PM]  Lila Rhys congratulates your left eye
[04:24 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:24 PM]  Lila Rhys: u get some nice tea?
[04:24 PM]  Lila Rhys: i want FOOOOD
[04:24 PM]  Lila Rhys: damn u n ur cake lola
[04:24 PM]  Yuna Khaos: yes i got me tea and food
[04:24 PM]  Stewie Zenfold is Offline
[04:24 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i dont still have cake
[04:24 PM]  Yuna Khaos: oooi want soem cake
[04:24 PM]  Luxxe Resident: it's not everlasting cake
[04:24 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i wish it was
[04:25 PM]  Luxxe Resident: actually no i dont it was average at best cake
[04:25 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i think i ha ve soem cake mix in teh cabinet
[04:25 PM]  Yuna Khaos: hmmmmm
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: cak
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: e
[04:25 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i might haev to go look now
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: i cawnt
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: cawnt?
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: want*
[04:25 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[04:25 PM]  Lila Rhys: cheesecake
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: nomnomnomn
[04:26 PM]  Luxxe Resident: fffff
[04:26 PM]  Luxxe Resident: cheesecake
[04:26 PM]  Luxxe Resident: THE BEST
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: mmmmmmm
[04:26 PM]  Yuna Khaos: omg cheesecake would be awesome
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmmmm
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: sooooo whos goin out to get me some
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: cos oway i can drive
[04:26 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i make good cheese cake
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: well thats sorted
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: lola sit back relax
[04:26 PM]  Lila Rhys: yuna is gonna provide the cheesecake
[04:27 PM]  Luxxe Resident: sweet
[04:27 PM]  Luxxe Resident: what kinda
[04:27 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:27 PM]  Lila Rhys: awwww films nearly finished
[04:27 PM]  Luxxe Resident: *kind
[04:27 PM]  Lila Rhys: booo
[04:27 PM]  Lila Rhys: the film u diserted me on LOLA
[04:27 PM]  Yuna Khaos: idk
[04:27 PM]  Luxxe Resident: you say it best, when you say nothing at all
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: shes lying on the bench all preggo
[04:28 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wait what
[04:28 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:28 PM]  Luxxe Resident: its been a while but i dont remember her being preggers
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: ermmmmm
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: yaaaaaaa
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: at the end
[04:28 PM]  Luxxe Resident: what?!
[04:28 PM]  Lila Rhys: u always to druink by the end to remember?
[04:29 PM]  Lila Rhys: u soo shoulda watched it
[04:29 PM]  Lila Rhys: u let urself down
[04:29 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:29 PM]  Lila Rhys looksa t you disaprovingly
[04:29 PM]  Bloodwain Arun is Online
[04:29 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i think i just never pay attention to the end
[04:29 PM]  Lila Rhys: cant belive u dont remmmmeber it
[04:29 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i'm like 'aww happy'
[04:30 PM]  Lila Rhys: ew puke
[04:30 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and pretend im ronan keating
[04:30 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and start singing
[04:30 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:30 PM]  Lila Rhys: eyes closed
[04:30 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:30 PM]  Luxxe Resident: feelin it
[04:30 PM]  Lila Rhys: holding ur lambrini bottle to ur mouth singing into it like a mic
[04:30 PM]  Lila Rhys: swayin to the musac
[04:30 PM]  You decline ~*Saga Breedable Auctions*~, Patron Auction (132, 71, 126) from A group member named Keesha Haalan.
[04:30 PM]  Luxxe Resident: CHERRY lambrini thank you
[04:30 PM]  Cuddlybear Azalee is Online
[04:31 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i have some class
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: yea
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: my bad
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: i do appologise
[04:31 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: i shoulda just gone with white lightning
[04:31 PM]  Luxxe Resident throws frozen chicken at Lila
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats more bang on trend
[04:31 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: oioioi!
[04:31 PM]  Luxxe Resident: frosty jacks
[04:31 PM]  Lila Rhys: u cant use that one !
[04:32 PM]  Lila Rhys: that was me clearing my con........
[04:32 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeahhh feeling guilty
[04:32 PM]  Lila Rhys: u tried to spell it
[04:32 PM]  Lila Rhys: but it didnt work
[04:32 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont like i have one
[04:32 PM]  Lila Rhys: a con....
[04:32 PM]  EASY-TOOL Radar: enter chatrange: kickassjack65 Resident (16m)
[04:32 PM]  Luxxe Resident: .........
[04:32 PM]  Luxxe Resident: mate
[04:32 PM]  Luxxe Resident: what
[04:32 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahahah
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: a con
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: concience?
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: i cant spellllll for shite
[04:33 PM]  Lila Rhys: i got noooo clue
[04:33 PM]  Luxxe Resident: do you know whats quite good
[04:33 PM]  Yuna Khaos: concious
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: u know
[04:34 PM]  Foxx Firehawk is Online
[04:34 PM]  Luxxe Resident: conscience?
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: like when u feel guilt cos u got a con
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: yes
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:34 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:34 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats it!
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: woot
[04:34 PM]  Luxxe Resident: speeling geek~
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: i love it
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:34 PM]  Luxxe Resident: omg good time for a typo
[04:34 PM]  Yuna Khaos: this is like when i am typing my blog and trying to make sure that my spelling is right so everyone cna undersand it
[04:34 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur my new dictionary
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:35 PM]  Napoleon Blackheart is Offline
[04:35 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: :)
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: ya so like lola
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: u gotta be on everyday
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: so i can check my spellings with u
[04:35 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:35 PM]  Lila Rhys: then u can fuck off back to ur pie
[04:35 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[04:36 PM]  Yuna Khaos: so nice
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats exactly how its gonna work from now on
[04:36 PM]  Yuna Khaos: and looveing
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:36 PM]  Luxxe Resident: you can go back to car damage with frozen chickens ya bitch
[04:36 PM]  Yuna Khaos: loving
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys is so damn loving its sickening
[04:36 PM]  Foxx Firehawk is Offline
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: •´¨*•.¸. HahahaA •´¨*•.¸.
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: nooo
[04:36 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: u cant tell my secrets
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: it was too dark to see how bad the damn damnage was
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: i tripped and it flew out my hand
[04:36 PM]  Lila Rhys: i saw it in slow motion
[04:37 PM]  Yuna Khaos: 0.o
[04:37 PM]  Lila Rhys: ....
[04:37 PM]  Luxxe Resident: tomorrow you will see like the exact shape of a frozen chicken
[04:37 PM]  Lila Rhys: its not my fault!
[04:37 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:37 PM]  Lila Rhys: how am i gonna be able to deny that!
[04:37 PM]  Yuna Khaos: what about a frozen chicken?
[04:37 PM]  Luxxe Resident: just bullshit some story how a insane chicken escaped
[04:37 PM]  Luxxe Resident: from a local farm
[04:37 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and it was the chicken version of the hulk
[04:37 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:38 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol ok
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! thats it
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: i shall tell that story
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: as i took it out the freezer
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: music from the exorcist started to paly
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: a fine mist came down
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: i grabbed hold of the chicken as it begain to fight me
[04:38 PM]  Lila Rhys: but alas....
[04:39 PM]  Lila Rhys: it escaped and plunge itself at the car
[04:39 PM]  Lila Rhys: ....
[04:39 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ok i think i might copy paste this convo to my blog tonihgt lol
[04:39 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lmaooooo brb
[04:39 PM]  Yuna Khaos: *✰*+*'*•.¸(*•.¸¸(*•.¸hUrrY back Or we'r gonna Group GROPE yo ASS !✰¸.•*´)¸.•*'+*✰*
[04:39 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol oki hb
[04:39 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol OMG!! my typoes are gonna be blogged
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: well it was gonna happen one day
[04:40 PM]  Yuna Khaos: only with yoru guys premission will i do it
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: ...
[04:40 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol im fine with it
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: lola is like proper fussy tho
[04:40 PM]  Yuna Khaos: it's jsut this is funny give ppl good laughs
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: real bitch
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[04:40 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nto that anyone reads my blog but i cna look back at it and laugh
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: ppl prob do
[04:40 PM]  You decline *** Excalibur Club & Mall ***, Caprina (216, 63, 23) from A group member named Rosie Barnside.
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: and blogs are fun
[04:40 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[04:40 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont have the patience
[04:41 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lmao you fuck
[04:41 PM]  Luxxe Resident: back ㋡
[04:41 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Lila Rhys has given Yuna Khaos a new title.
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:41 PM]  Gabriella Edlund is Online
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: so rude
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: look what ive been putting up with
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: the ordacity?
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: shit
[04:41 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:41 PM]  Lila Rhys: no idea of spelling
[04:42 PM]  Yuna Khaos: http://uncensoredmouthandmind.blogspot.com/
[04:42 PM]  Lila Rhys: ooohh dictionary
[04:42 PM]  Lila Rhys: ordasity?
[04:42 PM]  Luxxe Resident: audacity
[04:42 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:42 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur amazin
[04:42 PM]  Lila Rhys: thank yew yuna
[04:42 PM]  Yuna Khaos: thatas a prgram i use to make gestures with
[04:42 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ummm your welcome but what did i do that was amazing
[04:43 PM]  Yuna Khaos: and Lola???
[04:43 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeahh its an opensource soudn thing isnt it
[04:43 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol lils
[04:43 PM]  Yuna Khaos: is it ok if i post this convo on my blog if i decided to it is ujsut to funn not to share
[04:43 PM]  Luxxe Resident: one of the lecturers at my uni works on it i do believe
[04:43 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah that's fine ㋡
[04:43 PM]  Yuna Khaos: :)
[04:43 PM]  Lila Rhys: i like ur title yuna
[04:43 PM]  heethen Liamano is Online
[04:43 PM]  Lila Rhys: mwahahah
[04:43 PM]  Luxxe Resident: the cheek of it
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: ikr
[04:44 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: cant belive yuna would write that
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: some ppl eh
[04:44 PM]  Yuna Khaos: wth?
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys shakes head
[04:44 PM]  Luxxe Resident: coming from someone who has had a whole bottle of wine to themselvesssss
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:44 PM]  Yuna Khaos: blame the inncent one why don't ya gawd
[04:44 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: i haveee sooo not finished it yet
[04:44 PM]  Yuna Khaos: innocent*
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: give me a few mins
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[04:44 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[04:44 PM]  Aurora Yardley is Offline
[04:44 PM]  Lila Rhys: u need more drinnkkkk loooola
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: what is this peer pressure
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lolol
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: sobriety does not suit you
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: ermm yea
[04:45 PM]  Yuna Khaos: why not
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ouch!
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:45 PM]  Yuna Khaos: everyoen else is doig it yu knwo you want to
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: u should know thats how we work by now
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: you cut me. DEEP.
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: throte?
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: throat
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yes
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[04:45 PM]  Luxxe Resident: :D
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:45 PM]  Yuna Khaos: now we gonna talk porn?
[04:45 PM]  Lila Rhys: the filth!
[04:46 PM]  Luxxe Resident: we should have a theme song
[04:46 PM]  Luxxe Resident: to the tune of bodger and badger
[04:46 PM]  Lila Rhys: well y change a habit of a life time
[04:46 PM]  Lila Rhys: porn is the way forward
[04:46 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i worked in a sex shop
[04:46 PM]  Yuna Khaos: really?
[04:46 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awesome
[04:46 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont really want a porno done with B and B
[04:46 PM]  Luxxe Resident: only for a couple of weekends last summer
[04:46 PM]  Lila Rhys: i visit sex shops does that count?
[04:46 PM]  Yuna Khaos: how abotu witha little S and M
[04:46 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:47 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! i killed it again
[04:47 PM]  Lollie Genesis is Online
[04:47 PM]  Lila Rhys passes drink to Lola
[04:47 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i visit teh websites becuase we don't treally have nay aroudn here to go see besides the Lions Den
[04:47 PM]  Lila Rhys: you know you want some
[04:47 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Offline
[04:47 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol websites are awesome
[04:47 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Online
[04:48 PM]  Luxxe Resident: shops are expensive anyway
[04:48 PM]  Cuddlybear Azalee is Offline
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: i like my trench coat n sunglasses tho so i can sneak in all stealth like
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:48 PM]  Yuna Khaos: you cna lugh histercacly at somethign owithout someone wanting to callt eh men in whites coats
[04:48 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: THATS Y U ALWAYS HAVE SUNGLASSES
[04:48 PM]  Luxxe Resident: to hide your watery eye
[04:48 PM]  Yuna Khaos: you whear yoru sun glasses at nihgt?
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: optidick!
[04:48 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol yes
[04:48 PM]  Lila Rhys: lola is wearin g them right now i belive
[04:49 PM]  Lila Rhys: she is a hardcore perv
[04:49 PM]  Yuna Khaos: to hide how blood shot her eyes are
[04:49 PM]  Lila Rhys: so keeps em on at allll times
[04:49 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmfao
[04:49 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nothign wrong with that
[04:49 PM]  Lila Rhys: i think ima get killed
[04:49 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i like gettigmmy perv on
[04:49 PM]  Lila Rhys: maybe her sunglasses to dark to see the screeen
[04:49 PM]  Luxxe Resident: excuse me my eyes are bloodshot from hard work not porn watching
[04:49 PM]  Lila Rhys: mayyybe shes missed everything ive sed
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: yea yea
[04:50 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i never sadi what they was blood shot from
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats what they allll say
[04:50 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and i keep my sunglasses on cos im super optimistic
[04:50 PM]  Yuna Khaos: guikt conscience?
[04:50 PM]  Luxxe Resident: for sun
[04:50 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at all hours
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: or a dickhead?
[04:50 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah well that too
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: thus
[04:50 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: the creation
[04:50 PM]  Luxxe Resident: being a dickheads cool
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: of
[04:50 PM]  Lila Rhys: OPTIDICK
[04:51 PM]  Luxxe Resident: but optidick = slut
[04:51 PM]  Lila Rhys: if i say it eough it will catch on
[04:51 PM]  Lila Rhys: well u know
[04:51 PM]  Luxxe Resident: there are too many meanings to this
[04:51 PM]  Lila Rhys: if the pie gits
[04:51 PM]  Lila Rhys: fits*
[04:52 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[04:52 PM]  Luxxe Resident: if the pie gits fit
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: do u know what films on 4 atm?
[04:52 PM]  Luxxe Resident: one night in lola
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats on all the time apparently
[04:52 PM]  Luxxe Resident snorts drink
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: /mne joins the snorting
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:52 PM]  Lila Rhys: fail
[04:53 PM]  Luxxe Resident: too much wine
[04:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: na
[04:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: never enough wine
[04:53 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i had a frozen daquiri today
[04:53 PM]  Luxxe Resident: it was sooo nice
[04:53 PM]  Lila Rhys: ew
[04:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: that sounds nasty
[04:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: u forget to take it out the freezer?
[04:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i bought it
[04:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: they had it in a slushy machine
[04:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: at ur work?
[04:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: noo
[04:54 PM]  Lila Rhys: well it is london...
[04:54 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i went to some food festival
[04:54 PM]  Yuna Khaos: mmmmm frozen daquiri
[04:55 PM]  Yuna Khaos: they are so yummy
[04:55 PM]  Azalea Fall is Offline
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: u didnt work?
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[04:55 PM]  Luxxe Resident: not on saturdays
[04:55 PM]  You decline BUFFALO TRACE SALOON, Heavenly Peace (174, 136, 22) from A group member named Wookie Wasser.
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: its saturday
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: ok it was saturday
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: fuckin working it threw me off
[04:55 PM]  Lila Rhys: i thought i still had 2 days off
[04:55 PM]  Azalea Fall is Online
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: :(
[04:56 PM]  Poppii Resident is Offline
[04:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: awhh :(
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: well that sucks
[04:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: the weekend is never long enough
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: thanks alot for that!
[04:56 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[04:56 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yw :*
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: whateva
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: bring me down thatws right
[04:56 PM]  Lila Rhys: reminddd me of work
[04:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: what food restival?
[04:57 PM]  Luxxe Resident: just keep drinking
[04:57 PM]  Luxxe Resident: taste of london
[04:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: was it good?
[04:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: i miss everythin
[04:57 PM]  Luxxe Resident: it was alright, too expensive though
[04:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: ohhh the film is highlander i believe
[04:57 PM]  Lila Rhys: im so skint
[04:57 PM]  Luxxe Resident: braveheart?
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[04:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeahh the tickets are quite pricey and you dont really get any free shit to make up for it
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: possibly
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: highlander LOL
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol fuck you
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: its a film
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: its got men in
[04:58 PM]  Luxxe Resident: zoolander?
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: who are in scotland
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: yes
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: thats it
[04:58 PM]  Lila Rhys: zoolander
[04:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: you can tek our lives but you cannae tek our freedom?
[04:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: and whats his face
[04:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: mr racist
[04:59 PM]  Luxxe Resident: mel gibson
[04:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: im concentrating so much on my damn spellings i got no clue what they are sayin
[04:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[04:59 PM]  Lila Rhys: yes mel
[05:00 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: i broke my damn nail
[05:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: you are concentrating on your spelling?
[05:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: REALLY?
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:00 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i am alsways lost in teh convo period
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: IKR
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: it shows dont it
[05:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah hard work pays off...
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: aw sowwy yuna
[05:00 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:00 PM]  You decline *** Excalibur Club & Mall ***, Caprina (216, 63, 23) from A group member named Rosie Barnside.
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:00 PM]  Lila Rhys: im really workin it
[05:00 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nno ones fault but my own
[05:00 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at least you didnt call yuna tuna this time
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: lookin at every letter
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys whispers: fuck yewwww
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: that was like such an innocent mistake
[05:01 PM]  Luxxe Resident: errr i'm getting abuse by whisper, need to call the waahhhmbulance
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:01 PM]  Yuna Khaos: yeah the T and the Y are right nxt to each othe ron the keyboard
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: id should but i think the princess might tell me off
[05:01 PM]  Lila Rhys: shout*
[05:02 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i am glad your name isn't tuna khaos because i'd be hungry whenever i saw you
[05:02 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: i love tuna
[05:02 PM]  Lila Rhys: but only out a can
[05:02 PM]  Yuna Khaos: yeah and theamoutn of jokes that woudl go with i
[05:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha yeah
[05:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: yuna steak im not feelin
[05:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: tuna*
[05:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i loooove tuna steaks
[05:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: ffs ¬_¬
[05:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: on the bbq NOM
[05:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: yuna on the bbq?
[05:03 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yes >:D
[05:03 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i taste good withsoem whipped cream though :)
[05:03 PM]  Lila Rhys: omgah
[05:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: and sprinkles?
[05:04 PM]  Lollie Genesis is Offline
[05:04 PM]  Luxxe Resident: platter
[05:04 PM]  Yuna Khaos: yum yum
[05:04 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: i lost the convo
[05:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: craving tuna now
[05:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: yuna platter?
[05:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: is that to go along with the other platter we were talkin about?
[05:05 PM]  Yuna Khaos: and a cherry on top
[05:05 PM]  Luxxe Resident: maybe
[05:05 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:05 PM]  Yuna Khaos: what other platter was we talking about?
[05:06 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a man platter
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:06 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ooooo baby
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: of sorts
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:06 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ooooo baby
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: of sorts
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:07 PM]  Azalea Fall is Offline
[05:07 PM]  kickassjack65 Resident is Offline
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a hipster platter
[05:07 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i wnat a scoope of johnny depp adn bard pitt please
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: feat. kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ewwwww
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur gonna make me bring up my wine
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: who? and why?
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: hipsters and kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: in the same convo as a man platter
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: oh ok
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: it seems that verythign has been in this convo
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at work i sit opposite a man who has had sexytime with kate moss and it makes lila feel sick apparently
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont know how it doesnt you
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: u have to touch him n everythin
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: no i dont lol
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: 0.o
[05:09 PM]  samanthabr1 Resident is Offline
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: why does she have to touch him?
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: maybe i misunderstood what ur job was
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: mwahaha
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: web stuff right?
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: what isyour job
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: porno n stuff
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: 'front end design/development'
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awesome
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: "porno" in technical terms
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at a magazine
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a porno magazine
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nothing wrong with prono
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: what about porno
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: ?
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:11 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[05:11 PM]  Luxxe Resident: high class porno magazine where people sleep with kate moss for research
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: thats the american way here
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: you sleep with anyone ot get aheador get what yu wantor so t seems
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! my laugh" had a stutter
[05:12 PM]  A group member named Tiff Renfold owned by the group '=^-^= Bitch Tail =^-^=' gave you hypesign.
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wish i could sleep with the american on my team
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: is eh smokin?
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: nah he's not even someone i find sexy
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i just find him adorable and funny
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: he is married though
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: those are the bet kind
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know how that feels
[05:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: american accents just rck my world
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: his americanness makes me laugh because he says awesome at least twice in any email he sends me
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know someoon who is married and in an opnerelationship though
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos rmereber to never voice with Lila
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: remembers*
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: adn the open relatioship works for them at least right now it does.
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ill be all over u yuna
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ahh i couldn't do that!
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: well i am old i sounds cute andadorable
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i don't believe it but everyone has there own opinion
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound....
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: brit
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: aparently lola is robotic
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: ... rumor has it
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: see i am british and irish but born and raised americna so i sound american most of he time
[05:16 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Offline
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i sound like a baby
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a cockney baby
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: although at work i use my 'posh' voice, i.e. i try to sound say words properly
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: •´¨*•.¸. HahahaA •´¨*•.¸.
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound like me
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a knob
[05:17 PM]  Azalea Fall is Online
[05:18 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: pmg
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: i was txtin
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: took me fuckin ages
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmfao
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: then i come back to comments like that
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: welll i am just hurt
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: and disgusted
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: cock
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awwwww
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ;)
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: one eyed texting?
[05:20 PM]  Creeooo Kimono is Online
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol yes
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur special eye
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: cod eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: wxactly[05:06 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ooooo baby
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: of sorts
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:07 PM]  Azalea Fall is Offline
[05:07 PM]  kickassjack65 Resident is Offline
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a hipster platter
[05:07 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i wnat a scoope of johnny depp adn bard pitt please
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: feat. kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ewwwww
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur gonna make me bring up my wine
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: who? and why?
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: hipsters and kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: in the same convo as a man platter
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: oh ok
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: it seems that verythign has been in this convo
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at work i sit opposite a man who has had sexytime with kate moss and it makes lila feel sick apparently
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont know how it doesnt you
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: u have to touch him n everythin
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: no i dont lol
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: 0.o
[05:09 PM]  samanthabr1 Resident is Offline
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: why does she have to touch him?
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: maybe i misunderstood what ur job was
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: mwahaha
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: web stuff right?
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: what isyour job
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: porno n stuff
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: 'front end design/development'
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awesome
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: "porno" in technical terms
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at a magazine
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a porno magazine
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nothing wrong with prono
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: what about porno
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: ?
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:11 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[05:11 PM]  Luxxe Resident: high class porno magazine where people sleep with kate moss for research
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: thats the american way here
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: you sleep with anyone ot get aheador get what yu wantor so t seems
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! my laugh" had a stutter
[05:12 PM]  A group member named Tiff Renfold owned by the group '=^-^= Bitch Tail =^-^=' gave you hypesign.
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wish i could sleep with the american on my team
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: is eh smokin?
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: nah he's not even someone i find sexy
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i just find him adorable and funny
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: he is married though
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: those are the bet kind
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know how that feels
[05:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: american accents just rck my world
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: his americanness makes me laugh because he says awesome at least twice in any email he sends me
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know someoon who is married and in an opnerelationship though
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos rmereber to never voice with Lila
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: remembers*
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: adn the open relatioship works for them at least right now it does.
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ill be all over u yuna
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ahh i couldn't do that!
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: well i am old i sounds cute andadorable
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i don't believe it but everyone has there own opinion
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound....
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: brit
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: aparently lola is robotic
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: ... rumor has it
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: see i am british and irish but born and raised americna so i sound american most of he time
[05:16 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Offline
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i sound like a baby
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a cockney baby
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: although at work i use my 'posh' voice, i.e. i try to sound say words properly
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: •´¨*•.¸. HahahaA •´¨*•.¸.
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound like me
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a knob
[05:17 PM]  Azalea Fall is Online
[05:18 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: pmg
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: i was txtin
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: took me fuckin ages
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmfao
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: then i come back to comments like that
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: welll i am just hurt
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: and disgusted
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: cock
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awwwww
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ;)
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: one eyed texting?
[05:20 PM]  Creeooo Kimono is Online
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol yes
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur special eye
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: cod eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: wxactly[05:06 PM]  Yuna Khaos: ooooo baby
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: of sorts
[05:06 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:07 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:07 PM]  Azalea Fall is Offline
[05:07 PM]  kickassjack65 Resident is Offline
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a hipster platter
[05:07 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i wnat a scoope of johnny depp adn bard pitt please
[05:07 PM]  Luxxe Resident: feat. kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ewwwww
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur gonna make me bring up my wine
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: who? and why?
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: hipsters and kate moss
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: in the same convo as a man platter
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: oh ok
[05:08 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:08 PM]  Lila Rhys: ¬_¬
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: it seems that verythign has been in this convo
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at work i sit opposite a man who has had sexytime with kate moss and it makes lila feel sick apparently
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: i dont know how it doesnt you
[05:09 PM]  Lila Rhys: u have to touch him n everythin
[05:09 PM]  Luxxe Resident: no i dont lol
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: 0.o
[05:09 PM]  samanthabr1 Resident is Offline
[05:09 PM]  Yuna Khaos: why does she have to touch him?
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: maybe i misunderstood what ur job was
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: mwahaha
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: hahaha
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: web stuff right?
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: what isyour job
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: yeah
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: porno n stuff
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: 'front end design/development'
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awesome
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: "porno" in technical terms
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: lol
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: at a magazine
[05:10 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a porno magazine
[05:10 PM]  Yuna Khaos: nothing wrong with prono
[05:10 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: what about porno
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: ?
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:11 PM]  Lila Rhys: :P
[05:11 PM]  Naughty & Nice Titler: Anyone may set Yuna Khaos's title on /33
[05:11 PM]  Luxxe Resident: high class porno magazine where people sleep with kate moss for research
[05:11 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: thats the american way here
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: you sleep with anyone ot get aheador get what yu wantor so t seems
[05:12 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!! my laugh" had a stutter
[05:12 PM]  A group member named Tiff Renfold owned by the group '=^-^= Bitch Tail =^-^=' gave you hypesign.
[05:12 PM]  Luxxe Resident: wish i could sleep with the american on my team
[05:12 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: is eh smokin?
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: nah he's not even someone i find sexy
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i just find him adorable and funny
[05:13 PM]  Luxxe Resident: he is married though
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: those are the bet kind
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:13 PM]  Lila Rhys: lmao
[05:13 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know how that feels
[05:14 PM]  Lila Rhys: american accents just rck my world
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: his americanness makes me laugh because he says awesome at least twice in any email he sends me
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i know someoon who is married and in an opnerelationship though
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos rmereber to never voice with Lila
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: remembers*
[05:14 PM]  Luxxe Resident: haha
[05:14 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lol
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: adn the open relatioship works for them at least right now it does.
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ✿.。.:*GigglessSs*.:。✿
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: ill be all over u yuna
[05:15 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:15 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ahh i couldn't do that!
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: well i am old i sounds cute andadorable
[05:15 PM]  Yuna Khaos: i don't believe it but everyone has there own opinion
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound....
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: brit
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: aparently lola is robotic
[05:16 PM]  Lila Rhys: ... rumor has it
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: see i am british and irish but born and raised americna so i sound american most of he time
[05:16 PM]  Iggy Flatley is Offline
[05:16 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: i sound like a baby
[05:16 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a cockney baby
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: although at work i use my 'posh' voice, i.e. i try to sound say words properly
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: •´¨*•.¸. HahahaA •´¨*•.¸.
[05:17 PM]  Lila Rhys: i sound like me
[05:17 PM]  Luxxe Resident: a knob
[05:17 PM]  Azalea Fall is Online
[05:18 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmao
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: pmg
[05:18 PM]  Lila Rhys: OMG!!
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: i was txtin
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: took me fuckin ages
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: lmfao
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: then i come back to comments like that
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: welll i am just hurt
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: and disgusted
[05:19 PM]  Lila Rhys: cock
[05:19 PM]  Yuna Khaos: awwwww
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: ;)
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: one eyed texting?
[05:20 PM]  Creeooo Kimono is Online
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: lol yes
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: ur special eye
[05:20 PM]  Luxxe Resident: cod eye
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: mhmm
[05:20 PM]  Lila Rhys: wxactly