fairy dust plum

Thursday, November 3, 2016

Sad Girl

Sad girl why do you cry
Tell me why there is rain in your eyes
What has brought this storm to you
Bend my ear tell me what happened to you

No one notices the stains from your eyes
Walking alone, the world passes you by
Full of pain that piles on
Weighs you down, it's hard to move on
No where to turn, feel like you failed
Tell me now why does your heart wale

Sad girl what is wrong
Why do you keep playing the same sad song
What demons are hiding with in
Tell me all your sorrow and sins

Each day feels harder than the last
Feel like your ready to shatter like a glass in an explosion
Holding in all the things that can't be said
All the things that people don't won't want to hear
You crave for release of it all
Tell me why your so conflicted

Sad girl what is wrong
Why do you keep playing the same sad song
What demons are hiding with in
Tell me all your sorrow and sins

Silently scream at the world
Tell them all the wrongs there are
Keep trying to break free
Let them know what is really wrong
Lay it out, on the line
Your emotions are not a crime

So tell me Sad girl what is wrong
Why do you keep playing the same sad song
What demons are hiding within
Tell me all your sorrow and sins

Sad girl why do you cry
Tell me why there is rain in your eyes
What has brought this storm to you
Bend my ear tell me what happened to you

Sunday, September 4, 2016

Waterproof Mascara

My heart aches, it hurts
More then I ever thought it could
More than any heart ever should
Crying for hours upon hours
Waterproof mascara, helps hide some of the tears
Red eyes and blotchy face has replaced the happiness on my face

To many words was said
I was temporarily going out of my head
I wish I could of stopped myself
Baby please tell me what to do

I don't want to be without you
I can't stop thinking about you
All I want to do is hold you
Baby, I'm so sorry
I miss you, do you, do you miss me too

I got to into my had once again
Let it all take a hold of me
I know how I messed up
I'm paying for it with tears and a broken heart
Going to run out of cover up
Baby, baby tell me is your heart hurting too

To many words was said
I was temporarily going out of my head
I wish I could of stopped myself
Baby please tell me what to do

I don't want to be without you
I can't stop thinking about you
All I want to do is hold you
Baby, I'm so sorry
I miss you, do you, do you miss me too

I know right now the anger is strong
Makes it easy to want to hate me
But I think about what we shared
And how much we both really care
See what was happening from me was fear
I know I should of trusted and relaxed
But now I can't take it back
But I can say that I wish I hadn't said the words in the first place

I don't want to be without you
I can't stop thinking about you
All I want to do is hold you
Baby, I'm so sorry
I miss you, do you, do you miss me too

Friday, September 2, 2016

Feel it out

I sit here, all alone
Need to figure out where to go
Hard to say where I'll end up today
All I know is that I have my bagged packed
Ready to explore it all

So let's hit the road
Let's figure it out
Let's see what will happen
Follow the feeling stepping in their laid out path
I don't know what will happen
We have no map to follow
But let's go ahead and feel these feelings out

You touch me there's electricity
We hit a storm, ride it out
Drive on through it
Emotions strong and loud
Everyone see's it now

So let's hit the road
Let's figure it out
Let's see what will happen
Follow the feeling stepping in their laid out path
I don't know what will happen
We have no map to follow
But let's go ahead and feel these feelings out

We might get stuck on a round about
End up at a dead end
We might have to back track
Let all the emotions construct the road

The only way to know
We have to try
Walk that line
Follow the feelings
Let's travel down that road
forget our map and compass

So let's hit the road
Let's figure it out
Let's see what will happen
Follow the feeling stepping in their laid out path
I don't know what will happen
We have no map to follow
But let's go ahead and feel these feelings out

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

Emotional Haul

Look into her eyes, what do you see
Might it be all the possibilities
Or do you see the fear that lives there
Deep inside she hides, many things she will deny
A smile on her lips, you'll never know, it's not fair

She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Her happiness is a struggle
Searching to find it, but she feels she is denied it
What makes her smile doesn't last, it quickly fades into the past
Sadness takes over, she cries into her shoulder
How long will it last, why does it last

She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Kiss and tell with her emotions, she will never tell anyone
Secrets she keeps hidden, people keep trying to break in
Protecting herself from the pain of happiness and saddness
She wants to be numb, but she yearns to feel it all
Unlock that vault and see whats inside
Release her, let her feel, show her something real


She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Pain, regret, buried deep
Love, desire, so steep,
lust, and anger, mixed in
Sadness and hope, added on
The formual of it all

Who is willing to know it all
To help her feel it and let it go
Who will let her know her true emotional haul

Sunday, June 26, 2016

Pleasure of the Flesh

Innocence lost and gone
If I had it, it would be yours
Do with me as you please
I want to feel you inside of me
Push me up against the wall
Ravish me all night long
Explore any part of me you want
Let our bodies feel the rush

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of my flesh

Now you taste me, as you take me
I can feel your excitement up against me
Tell me how you want it
As I yearn to give it all
Your touch takes me to a new Plain of ecstasy
Fill me with pleasure that makes me beg for more
Let your desire take control
Come on and let it all go

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of your flesh

How have I ever lived without this
My body never experiencing your bliss
Bring all you have to me
I never want to be without your touch
Aching for you everyday
Don't take it away
I beg for you to take me, make me yours

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of our flesh

No denying it
Pleasure of my flesh
Feel the heat
Pleasure of your flesh
Oh the desire
Pleasure of our flesh
Together it comes
Pleasure of our flesh
Enjoy the pleasure of our flesh

Monday, June 6, 2016

Broken Master Piece

My innocence I don't have
It became yours when you walked through the door
You melted me with your words
trying to mold me into your own master piece
Make me something that fits you
On display in your gallery for a short time
Another work of art you will be bored with in time
I'll end up in a box that will be long forgotten

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

With you I tried to be my best
It never seemed to be enough
You tore me down with your words
Then tried to mend me with empty gestures
Mindless efforts you put forth
Never caring what is happening
So, it's time for me to walk away

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

In your care I have become damaged
How long will it take to heal me
I fell for you, gave you my all
Wanted to be with you in every waking moment
You was my world and you threw me in the darkness
To collect dust, alone and cold

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

Restoration will come in time
Your damage will be undone but never forgotten
The wounds was not permanent but will always be part of me
I have become something new
Something stronger in-spite of you
Something you will become to envy and want back
But I will not be returning to you

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

You made me into a broken master piece
But it's the best kind
Imperfections are more beautiful
Than flawless beauty can ever be
You have lost something very priceless
That was me

Monday, April 25, 2016

Fight or Flight

Close my eyes
Take a deep breath
Time to draw the line
Draw that line in the sand
This is my stand
Are you going to step over it
Or are you going to walk away

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Old west stand off
Words are the six shooters
Have you in my line of sight
Already fired off my shots
Fire back or surrender
Take the hits, can't you see it's over
Something new in me has taken over

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Tears stream down my face
As I stand firm in my place
Dry them off throw them to the ground
A cross roads for us both
Which direction do you plan to go
Made my choice
Won't live in your shadow
Going forward alone
You are on your own

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Lay on the ground
Shatter all around
Your charm is broken
The spell no longer works on me
I have broken free from all your pain

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand