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Monday, November 23, 2015

The Calm after

Do you think of me
Like I think of you
Do you miss me
Like I miss you
Do your arms feel empty without me there
Laying in bed without you seems unfair

Hit a bump in the road
Threw us in different directions
We have parted the skies have turned gray
Rain drops are the reflection of my tears
Flooding my pillow at night
Arguing the same side fighting against each other
The one thing we couldn't say
Now the storm is gone
The calm is here and I can say
I love you

Now we have to weather it
Weigh all our options, find our wrongs
Can see through it all
Do you think we can forgive
They say words can't hurt
But our's cut like a sword

Hit a bump in the road
Threw us in different directions
We have parted the skies have turned gray
Rain drops are the reflection of my tears
Flooding my pillow at night
Arguing the same side fighting against each other
The one thing we couldn't say
Now the storm is gone
The calm is here and I can say
I love you

Now can we make it right
Survive the rubble of the storm
Our hearts have been torn apart
We are both at fault
Can you take my hand
Can we understand

We want the same thing
Lets stop playing the blame game
We are both saying the same thing
It's time to come inside
Let's no longer hide
I want to be by your side

Hit a bump in the road
Threw us in different directions
We have parted the skies have turned gray
Rain drops are the reflection of my tears
Flooding my pillow at night
Arguing the same side fighting against each other
The one thing we couldn't say
Now the storm is gone
The calm is here and I can say
I love you

Do you think of me
Like I think of you
Do you miss me
Like I miss you
Do your arms feel empty without me there
Laying in bed without you seems unfair

Now the storm is gone
The calm is here
Can you talk through your fears
Say the words
I can now say
I love you

Monday, November 16, 2015

Insert Sarcasm Here

Open your mouth say some words
Let me hear it all
Talk the talk, walk the walk
Try to defend it all
You think you have a lot to say
I can fix that with no problem
You'll be tongue-tied in a moment
That's a promise
Here's my words my sweet dear

Don't be surprised by the words you hear
There is no filter for them to flow through
No thinking be I speak but that's how I like it
So be ready when I open my mouth
To insert sarcasm here

Quick wit, snappy chat
All ready with the come back
Toss some words they may hurt
But I am sure you will survive
Speak to me you never know what will happen
Can be nice, or cold as ice
You can always try to think twice
Sweet cheeks what did you think
I was going to let that one slide by

Don't be surprised by the words you hear
There is no filter for them to flow through
No thinking be I speak but that's how I like it
So be ready when I open my mouth
To insert sarcasm here

On purpose not always
Natural reaction, a quick defense
To impose such a thing not always my doing
Sometimes a opportunity presents it's self
Can't always help myself
Words can hurt and sting
But they don't always mean a thing
They can be kind, serve as a lesson
All depends on how well you listen

Don't be surprised by the words you hear
There is no filter for them to flow through
No thinking be I speak but that's how I like it
So be ready when I open my mouth
To insert sarcasm here

Say something stupid
Expect me to leave it alone
Sarcasm
Smart ass yes I am
Would you expect anything less
Sarcasm
At the door
Are you ready for some more
Sarcasm
Here it comes
Right off my smart ass tongue

Sarcasm always there
Under the surface
Laying in wait
Waiting to take the bait
Give me a reason
To bring the Sarcasm
The sarcasm
Sarcasm

Don't be surprised by the words you hear
There is no filter for them to flow through
No thinking be I speak but that's how I like it
So be ready when I open my mouth
To insert sarcasm here



Are you ready
I'm inserting sarcasm here

Friday, November 13, 2015

Venom in your veins

Why do you seek her
Why do you keep her
What does she have that you desire
She is deceitful and evil
Her bag of tricks she has leashed upon you
You can't see it but you believe it
You only hear her sweet words but they are lies
She has fooled you, She has turned you
You lost your mind
It's part of her grand design

A tangled web of lies
You fall into it and you believe
Caught up in it you don't know it
Her bite has poisoned you
Her venom in now your veins
Now your her victim

Your so lost in her
Can't even begin to describe why
You need her, you desire her
You feel you might die without her
Now her play thing
A puppet on a string
She controls you with a smile and a glance
Mindless ape you have become
You think your her number one

A tangled web of lies
You fall into it and you believe
Caught up in it you don't know it
Her bite has poisoned you
Her venom in now your veins
Now your her victim

So you think you know her
But she has a little surprise
Behind those closed doors
She is hiding something you can't deny
You can't escape Made the mistake
This isn't fake
Your stuck in such a place
How do you go where do you go
Your caught in her spell

So tell me
Why do you seek her
Why do you keep her
What does she have that makes you fall deeper
Why do you want her
She is the venom that is in your veins

A tangled web of lies
You fall into it and you believe
Caught up in it you don't know it
Her bite has poisoned you
Her venom in now your veins
Now your her victim

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Welcome To Her Freak Show

Once you have looked into those eyes
It's a trap set inside
You can't run and hide
Your game, your caged
Something deep down inside
Has you hypnotized
Boxed in with your sins
Here it is, now it beings

Crushes you before you ever started
She is so cold-hearted
Her lips and swing of her hips
Takes you for a fool
There's nothing you can do
Welcome to her freak show

Crack of the whip and you jump
She trains you to do as she wants
Do the tricks cause you lust for her
In public it's such a pretty show
Everyone wants to go
To them it looks so easy
They'll never see the leash
To bad, the truth is sad

Crushes you before you ever started
She is so cold-hearted
Her lips and swing of her hips
Takes you for a fool
There's nothing you can do
Welcome to her freak show

Come on, Come on
You love her show
Your always in the center ring
Smile pretty for your treat
You think her kisses are unique to you
To bad you can't see behind the smoke screen
A different scene every night
It's a show just for your delight

Crushes you before you ever started
She is so cold-hearted
Her lips and swing of her hips
Takes you for a fool
There's nothing you can do
Welcome to her freak show

Welcome to her freak show
All lined up in a row
Caged for her to see
She'll play with you
As she please

Welcome to Her freak show
The cost is your dignity
Love is a no-show
You are now part of the permanent show
Welcome to her freak show

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Lipstick Portrait

I put my makeup on
It's all just a cover up
A portrait with lipstick
I smile and nod at everyone
All while hiding what I really want
A preface I keep up
Smoke screen you can try to cut
All my thoughts do
Is travel right back to you

Need to find a way to break out
Get away from this make-believe
Tired of living a lie 
I don't want it any more
I want to run away
To get away To be with you
I want to escape to you

I speak my words carefully
Keep on deceiving everyone around me
Wondering do you see through it all
Can you tell my lies from the reality
Do you know what I am thinking
Be by your side in your arms
Want to run and leave it all behind
Can I keep this up without hurting
Tearing my self apart and melting

Need to find a way to break out
Get away from this make-believe
Tired of living a lie 
I don't want it any more
I want to run away
To get away To be with you
I want to escape to you

You are the comfort I seek at night
The warm thoughts in my mind
The truth that is to me
Without you I can't breathe
I don't know how much more
Theses pretense we have going
Our worlds so far apart 
You in yours and me in mine
Does she know what you feel
your smoke screen is up too

We have everyone fooled
They have no clue
It's just me and you
Lay in bed side by side 
Just our touch to comfort us
Our secret glances from across the room
No one will ever know until we break free
Out of our current Harsh reality
Until then we will wear our makeup

Need to find a way to break out
Get away from this make-believe
Tired of living a lie 
I don't want it any more
I want to run away
To get away To be with you
I want to escape to you

Painted portrait with lipstick
My escape is to you in my dreams
Cover up with make up
Only you can see the truth in me

Monday, November 9, 2015

Burn from your lies

I speak, you don't hear me
Tired of this reality
Shards of glass spread all around
Broken words are all that are there
Crashed into the wall today 
Cleared up all my haze
This tangle of lies is going to die
It's time to light up the sky

Tonight I am setting fires
Going to let it all burn
You have set the scene 
For the biggest flames seen
Now light the match  
Stand back and let it burn

Thick skinned I have become 
My personal armor always on
You have brought it all on
I am going to knock you down
The pit's set and it's time to collide
There is no denying you can't run and hide
Your tomorrow covered in smoke
Ashes surround you as you choke

Tonight I am setting fires
Going to let it all burn
You have set the scene 
For the biggest flames seen
Now light the match  
Stand back and let it burn

Savoring this moment with all I have
Taking it in as you wave your white flag
Throw it down the bell has already rung
You are out of the game time is over 
Flame retardant to all your words
They can no longer burn into me 
You have become history
Swallowed by flames that burn from your lies

Tonight I am setting fires
Going to let it all burn
You have set the scene 
For the biggest flames seen
Now light the match  
Stand back and let it burn

Watch the sparks as they ignite
Your lies will fuel the fire just fine
I won't get hurt anymore
You are nothing but a pile of ashes 
That the wind will ignore

Tonight I am setting fires
Going to let it all burn
You have set the scene 
For the biggest flames seen
Now light the match  

Monday, November 2, 2015

Asylum of Doom

The words fly all around
Screaming things that don't slow down
They jabber on keep me company
My only solace inside of me
But they can't make sense
Of the confusion that has set in
Ripping each other apart
Pulling different directions
Time to step into a the padded room

Insanity is poured in my brain
Padded room is now its new domain
White jackets all around
What is it that we do
Check into The Asylum of Doom

They sit down and have tea
Continue to disagree
I talk back to the get answers
Try to walk though the halls
A wicked maze has become it all
Pending orders from outside
Voices can't get it right
Invisible friends about to fight
Better lock your doors tonight

Insanity is poured in my brain
Padded room is now its new domain
White jackets all around
What is it that we do
Check into The Asylum of Doom

Look at me like I am crazy
Perfectly normal to act this way
Hear the whispers everywhere
They speak in a place no one can hear
Just hush and take your medicine
You friends can still come
Only you can play and talk with them
Sit in your corner and color with them
No harm shall come to those voices

Insanity is poured in my brain
padded room is now its new domain
White jackets all around
What is it that we do
Check into The Asylum of Doom

Inside my head it's full
Can't put anymore in there
Doom is about to consume
Talking over each other
Never listening to one another
Mad I have gone
Go into my Asylum of Doom

Insanity is poured in my brain
Padded room is now its new domain
White jackets all around
What is it that we do
Check into The Asylum of Doom

What else you going to do
Enjoy your time in the Asylum of Doom
The voices win the fight
White jackets are your fashion delight
Spend the night in the Asylum of Doom

Asylum Of Doom
Love your time in the Asylum of Doom

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Fate's Control

Who knew fate had such a plan
Chance encounter, one question
That is all it took to start something
Something like this could come from such a thing
Loneliness was the only world we had known
But destiny had a plan for us
A connection that we can't deny
Thrust us into a beautiful love

Roll the dice it still controls it
You can't beat it no matter how you try
It has it's control, it holds all the cards
Fate is everywhere and in charge
There is no escape
But this love fate has given
It's everything I could ask for

Distance does spread but it doesn't matter
What we have is so much stronger
Your touch are words and kisses are your voice
My smiles reach an untouchable point
Something has intervened It's not a dream
Nothing can stop these feelings from growing
Wheels have been set in motion
Here we are on the ride of our life

Roll the dice it still controls it
You can't beat it no matter how you try
It has it's control, it holds all the cards
Fate is everywhere and in charge
There is no escape
But this love fate has given
It's everything I could ask for

Here it is what are we going to do
Hold hands and smile all the way through
Let destiny do what is has planned to do
No looking back no changing our minds
Let it have it's control
Because deep down in my soul
I know that it's meant to be
Fate had you find me

Roll the dice it still controls it
You can't beat it no matter how you try
It has it's control, it holds all the cards
Fate is everywhere and in charge
there is no escape
But this love fate has given
It's everything I could ask for

You won't see it coming
Fate has it's plans for you
It has it's control, it holds all the cards
Fate is everywhere and in charge
There is no escape
But this love fate has given
It's everything I could ask for

Everything I could ask for
Fate has given me you

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Devil in an Angel's Body

You think you know what your in store for
You think you have it figured out
Sweet on the outside
A smile that makes you want to die inside
Whispers that make you shiver
Innocent looking as a child
But on the inside waits to be seen
Something you have not encountered
It will take you by surprise
Shock and hold you still

No one knows what is in that shell
you have to look hard to find out
Inside is an evil you have not seen
It can be so satisfying
Are you ready for the
Devil in an Angels Body

They say looks are deceiving
They were not wrong
Lips that taste sweet
But bring trouble like you never seen
Eyes that can pierce into your soul
Make you weak at the knees
Such a flirt and tease
But no one can tell the truth
Hypnotized by the swing of the hips
Dancing on the floor no one can look away

No one knows what is in that shell
you have to look hard to find out
Inside is an evil you have not seen
It can be so satisfying
Are you ready for the
Devil in an Angels Body

A touch that can paralyze you
Make you bend to the Angel's will
You never know what hit you
Once this Devil has gotten you
There is no halo or horn to tell
The Devil's secrets will always be unspoken
Flip of the hair and you are under the spell
No escaping once you have been captured
Trouble has you and you will fall
But the hurt will feel so good

No one knows what is in that shell
you have to look hard to find out
Inside is an evil you have not seen
It can be so satisfying
Are you ready for the
Devil in an Angels Body

Can you handle the devil inside
Is it worth the touch of the angel's body
Watch out for the
Devil in an Angel's Body
Are you ready for the
Devil in an Angel's body

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

If I gave you a moment

If I gave you a moment
What would you do with it
Could you make things right
Would you tell the truth
In that moment could you
do what you needed to do
Make things right
Fight with all your might
Make this moment count
You can't go back in time
If you had a moment
What would you do

Drink your coffee and sip your tea
think you did right by somebody
Soon you will see
How well you have done
what will your final grade be
Can you be happy with it
Live with the guilt
Turn around and see the damage
An accident in slow motion
You can't turn away or stop it
It's to late to change it but what if

If I gave you a moment
What would you do with it
Could you make things right
Would you tell the truth
In that moment could you
do what you needed to do
Make things right
Fight with all your might
Make this moment count
You can't go back in time
If you had a moment
What would you do

You rewind in your mind
Play it over wish to re-record again
But you can't do another take
You already printed it
It's out in the world now
The moment has passed
It will always last
It might be forgotten
But it may not be forgiven
No do overs in this
BUt if you had a second chance
What would you do with it
How would you handle it

If I gave you a moment
What would you do with it
Could you make things right
Would you tell the truth
In that moment could you
do what you needed to do
Make things right
Fight with all your might
Make this moment count
You can't go back in time
If you had a moment
What would you do

It goes and it comes
You say what you think they want
But do you feel that way
Times change so do we
Hard as it is to believe
Say you do for others
What happens when the timer buzz's
Do you stay true or do you run
Promises don't always come true
Broken and bruised we become
Tossed around so much
Jaded from so much stuff

If I gave you a moment
What would you do with it
Could you make things right
Would you tell the truth
In that moment could you
do what you needed to do
Make things right
Fight with all your might
Make this moment count
You can't go back in time
If you had a moment
What would you do

Hit replay in your mind
Pause and hold that moment
Wish what you could change
Know it's never going to be the same
Hold on to your words
Use them with care
Stand up, climb to the top
see your moment clear
Make it count when you can
Cause in that moment that's all you get

If I gave you a moment
What would you do with it
Could you make things right
Would you tell the truth
In that moment could you
do what you needed to do
Make things right
Fight with all your might
Make this moment count
You can't go back in time
If you had a moment
What would you do

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Whispers on the Wind

My lips to your ears
Never made its destination
Lost in a constellation
Some where they are still alive
That's how they become
Whispers on the wind

A flood of memories
Breeze caresses your cheek
Sparking words lost in time
Flying in space
A ride of a lifetime
On re-entry you discovery
Whispers on the wind

Whispers become your words
When they have lost momentum
They can become lost in perception
No longer correct communication
When it becomes a
Whisper on the wind

Hearts beat on and on
Strength from within you hold on
Waiting for messages time and time
Listing everything in your mind
Darkness may be a friend
Light might be an enemy
You will always have
Whispers on the wind

Hidden times in full view
Puzzle pieces in the wrong places
Zippers unlined
Busting at the seams
Remember the good things
As bad ones come to be
Everything will eventually become
Whisper on the wind

Whispers become your words
When they have lost momentum
They can become lost in perception
No longer correct communication
When it becomes a
Whisper on the wind

It all becomes

Winds full of whispers