Butterfly

I started out so small
All bundled up and kept warm
You checked me out
Made sure everything was okay
You held me close and you said

One day you will grow
learn everything you need to know
You'll bloom out of your cocoon
You'll grow and fly always
My beautiful butterfly, someday

You tried so hard to teach me
What I needed to know
Tired to protect me from the world
No matter what I did you was there
You'd give me a hug and would say

One day you will grow
learn everything you need to know
You'll bloom out of your cocoon
You'll grow and fly always
My beautiful butterfly, someday

Now we look back in time
Search our memories for good times
I've learned my lessons good and bad
You'll always be there with a hug and a helping hand
Now I look at you and I say

Today I have grown
Learned everything I need to know
I'm coming out of my cocoon
And now I'm flying away
I'm a beautiful butterfly today

Beautiful Butterfly has flown away

Raining All Around

I'm sitting in a lonely room
Wondering what the hell I am going to do
So overwhelmed
My head spinning around and around

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine Threw the dark clouds

You put your arms around me
Kiss my cheek
Somehow you always make me feel better
Your my light through it all

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's just too much
It's just to hard
Your always by my side
You always make it seem right

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

Your my ray of light

Never Came

Look at the stars, see them burn
So beautiful in the night
Wishing to have been one
To burn the pain away
The way you have changed me
It scares me deep inside
I just want you to go away

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

An infection that has taken over
no medicine to make it better
Cut me open and take you out
or are you to deep for me to be a cured
can never recover from the poisoned touch
The pieces are far to damaged
No healing can be done

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Electric in my head
turning on and off at will
feelings I don't want
they run through me
Stop me, control me, like a puppet
I don't know what to do
I need to be cleansed of you

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Inside every part of me
I wish you never came
Let you burn in the stars
wish you never came
Cry, throw away my tears
Jump so high
Leave you behind
I wish you wasn't here

The Effects

Time ticks on and my mind goes array
Thoughts are carrying me away
I worry about what will happen
my choices affect so much
Time will tell me what to do eventually
But I am not sure I can wait that long
I wonder if I can figure it out as I sing my song

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Everyday we just make choices
Not knowing what they do
We think they might not hurt anyone
But in a way they effect everyone
I don't want to cause rocky waters
I don't want to sink someones boat
But choices have to be made so I think as I go on

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

How do we live knowing
That we have caused pain someplace
Broken relationships become of our choices
At times it is hard to just listen
But they keep telling me to put me first
Be selfish its worth it
Not sure if it truly is

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings an be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Ripples, wings flap
Winds change
It's a fact it effects
Everything