Never Came

Look at the stars, see them burn
So beautiful in the night
Wishing to have been one
To burn the pain away
The way you have changed me
It scares me deep inside
I just want you to go away

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

An infection that has taken over
no medicine to make it better
Cut me open and take you out
or are you to deep for me to be a cured
can never recover from the poisoned touch
The pieces are far to damaged
No healing can be done

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Electric in my head
turning on and off at will
feelings I don't want
they run through me
Stop me, control me, like a puppet
I don't know what to do
I need to be cleansed of you

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Inside every part of me
I wish you never came
Let you burn in the stars
wish you never came
Cry, throw away my tears
Jump so high
Leave you behind
I wish you wasn't here

The Effects

Time ticks on and my mind goes array
Thoughts are carrying me away
I worry about what will happen
my choices affect so much
Time will tell me what to do eventually
But I am not sure I can wait that long
I wonder if I can figure it out as I sing my song

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Everyday we just make choices
Not knowing what they do
We think they might not hurt anyone
But in a way they effect everyone
I don't want to cause rocky waters
I don't want to sink someones boat
But choices have to be made so I think as I go on

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

How do we live knowing
That we have caused pain someplace
Broken relationships become of our choices
At times it is hard to just listen
But they keep telling me to put me first
Be selfish its worth it
Not sure if it truly is

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings an be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Ripples, wings flap
Winds change
It's a fact it effects
Everything

Stand wishing

You, you don't know
What it's like to not have your touch anymore
A whisper blows across my shoulder
I close my eyes and I can fantasize
your caresse against my skin
the feeling once again
but as easily as the breeze comes
it goes away

Somewhere you are with someone else in your arms
where I once was, where I wish
I could be, But here I am
standing only wishing to be

Sit and try to find a way
To not think about everyday
go on about my life in the dark
I want to hide, stay away form
so many things because I'm so afraid
don't know what to do or what to say
All I know is


Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Why can't these memories be washed away
out of my mind, taken so I don't have them close

Or you could be brought back to me
things cna return to the way they use to be

But I guess for now
I will stay in the dark
standing
and keep wishing

Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Break for a Wish

Temptation of your kiss

Sweetness of your lips

Calls to me and begs me to come

I have to find the will to fight it

The warmth from your arms

Wrapped around me so tight

Protect me form harm

But it all can be dangerous

I have to find a way to stop this

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

My smile is because of you

You have no idea what your words make me feel

You lift me up when I am down

You can be my strength when I am weak

I need you

But I need time to think it through

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Your touch sooths me

Your eyes tell me

Everything I need to know

I am falling fast and hard now

I miss you too much when you are not around

I need to find a way to slow down

But I can’t I want just want to be with you

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Break, Break for a wish

Give me, give me the best chance in all this

I need to

Break for a wish