The Effects

Time ticks on and my mind goes array
Thoughts are carrying me away
I worry about what will happen
my choices affect so much
Time will tell me what to do eventually
But I am not sure I can wait that long
I wonder if I can figure it out as I sing my song

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Everyday we just make choices
Not knowing what they do
We think they might not hurt anyone
But in a way they effect everyone
I don't want to cause rocky waters
I don't want to sink someones boat
But choices have to be made so I think as I go on

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

How do we live knowing
That we have caused pain someplace
Broken relationships become of our choices
At times it is hard to just listen
But they keep telling me to put me first
Be selfish its worth it
Not sure if it truly is

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings an be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Ripples, wings flap
Winds change
It's a fact it effects
Everything

Stand wishing

You, you don't know
What it's like to not have your touch anymore
A whisper blows across my shoulder
I close my eyes and I can fantasize
your caresse against my skin
the feeling once again
but as easily as the breeze comes
it goes away

Somewhere you are with someone else in your arms
where I once was, where I wish
I could be, But here I am
standing only wishing to be

Sit and try to find a way
To not think about everyday
go on about my life in the dark
I want to hide, stay away form
so many things because I'm so afraid
don't know what to do or what to say
All I know is


Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Why can't these memories be washed away
out of my mind, taken so I don't have them close

Or you could be brought back to me
things cna return to the way they use to be

But I guess for now
I will stay in the dark
standing
and keep wishing

Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Just like the wind

A whisper I hear it
It tells me not to fear it
I go on and feel it
To know it to steal it
I want to hold it close
To never let it go
But I know

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

A heart beat rings in my ears
the blood runs strong through my veins
Your are near that how I know
You can fill me with so much warmth
with you words
when you leave you take them with you
leave me empty, you come and go
But I know

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

Just for once won't you
say something to me that is true
stop with all your lies
I can't get the rain out of my eyes
I need the sun i need the warmth
I want the wind gone
Things with you will never change
The wind will always stay the same
It is a sad sad shame

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

To bad your just the wind
Can't stay still
Unable to make up your mind
Your just the wind.

Break for a Wish

Temptation of your kiss

Sweetness of your lips

Calls to me and begs me to come

I have to find the will to fight it

The warmth from your arms

Wrapped around me so tight

Protect me form harm

But it all can be dangerous

I have to find a way to stop this

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

My smile is because of you

You have no idea what your words make me feel

You lift me up when I am down

You can be my strength when I am weak

I need you

But I need time to think it through

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Your touch sooths me

Your eyes tell me

Everything I need to know

I am falling fast and hard now

I miss you too much when you are not around

I need to find a way to slow down

But I can’t I want just want to be with you

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Break, Break for a wish

Give me, give me the best chance in all this

I need to

Break for a wish

Through

The time it takes
for you to correct your mistakes
It's hard to believe
that you have learned you lesson
You claim you real and
true to the end
Let me tell you something
Your end has come

Thats it, I'm done
peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

Slam a door, have a fight
When you wrong
it's such a sight
to watch you prove your right
well I'm putting an end
drawing the finish line

Thats it, I'm done
Peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

You try to back track
do a "U" turn
I promise I won't be concerned
about you or what you do
You been a lesson taught
but you have not learned
so let me tell you something
Our end has finally come

That's it, I'm done
peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

Need to say

Sitting here, Staring at you
Watching your lips move
The words that come out don't make sense
your tellin' me that your sorry you
should have never left
you want to be able to hold me again

Sorry but I can't do this any more
Tired of crying over you
you left me in the cold so confused
sitting wondering why
I need to pull it together
and finally say good bye

You left me and I blamed myself
looking at photos wondering what else
what did I do to lose you tell me what I said
But now I know I need to move ahead

Sorry but I can't do this any more
Tired of crying over you
you left me in the cold so confused
sitting wondering why
I need to pull it together
and finally say good bye

Crying alone in the dark
sitting by the phone
waiting for an email
need an explanation
I needed to know why
but now I know that all I need
Is to say goodbye

Sorry I can't do this any more
Tired of crying alone on the floor
You left me in the cold you left confused
What was I suppose to do
What was I to think
But now I know
what I gotta do
Is say Goodbye  

Runnin Away

I'm runnin away
I gonna leave it all behind
Need to find a way
to run my own life

The rain comes down
it soaks through exposing all the wounds
hard to hide, what is in plain view
Can you hear my screams see my tears
I am trying to hide all my fears
Can you help me face my fears

I'm runnin away
gonna leave it all behind
Got to find a way
to see the light

Hide in a corner
not sure what is bolder
admitting the scare or the
hurt deep down inside
you can't see it but I feel it all the time
I fight the night to see the daylight
runs away my fears


Runnin away today
Leavin it all behind
Gotta say what stays
and what is thrown to the side
gonna make my own way
gonna stand tall
and leave the rest behind

Got to work my life
and make it right
find what works
and what is really mine
see the way to find
to, find my peace of mind

I'm runnin away today
gonna leave it all behind
gotta try to find
my peace of mind

Trust in Me

You sit there, your hands in your lap
your hair's a mess and your holding back
Scared to share what is in your heart
I understand and I want to know this part
I only hope that one day you will see the light

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me

Laying in bed starring at the ceiling 
let your mind wonder over your feelings
Stroke my hair, fighting to not love me
But the heart wants what it wants
You can't stop it from feeling
Don't close yourself off listen to what I am saying

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me
Trust in me
please trust in me

You gotta open up your heart
Let scream out loud.
Let it be known, that your not trapped
that your validated in your own heart
be the one to set yourself free
Please let yourself see that you will always have me

Baby, don't you see what your heart is feeling
It's aching to scream out the words it means
I know it is hard to release those things
but listen to me, Have faith in me
I am listening
Baby, Trust in me

I hope you will trust in me
Will you trust in me
Please trust in me
Trust in me
I can set you free
Have trust in me
Baby please
Trust in me