Butterfly

I started out so small
All bundled up and kept warm
You checked me out
Made sure everything was okay
You held me close and you said

One day you will grow
learn everything you need to know
You'll bloom out of your cocoon
You'll grow and fly always
My beautiful butterfly, someday

You tried so hard to teach me
What I needed to know
Tired to protect me from the world
No matter what I did you was there
You'd give me a hug and would say

One day you will grow
learn everything you need to know
You'll bloom out of your cocoon
You'll grow and fly always
My beautiful butterfly, someday

Now we look back in time
Search our memories for good times
I've learned my lessons good and bad
You'll always be there with a hug and a helping hand
Now I look at you and I say

Today I have grown
Learned everything I need to know
I'm coming out of my cocoon
And now I'm flying away
I'm a beautiful butterfly today

Beautiful Butterfly has flown away

Raining All Around

I'm sitting in a lonely room
Wondering what the hell I am going to do
So overwhelmed
My head spinning around and around

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine Threw the dark clouds

You put your arms around me
Kiss my cheek
Somehow you always make me feel better
Your my light through it all

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's just too much
It's just to hard
Your always by my side
You always make it seem right

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

It's raining all around me
I feel like I am drowning
But I see the sunshine through the dark clouds

Your my ray of light

Never Came

Look at the stars, see them burn
So beautiful in the night
Wishing to have been one
To burn the pain away
The way you have changed me
It scares me deep inside
I just want you to go away

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

An infection that has taken over
no medicine to make it better
Cut me open and take you out
or are you to deep for me to be a cured
can never recover from the poisoned touch
The pieces are far to damaged
No healing can be done

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Electric in my head
turning on and off at will
feelings I don't want
they run through me
Stop me, control me, like a puppet
I don't know what to do
I need to be cleansed of you

Can I jump so high
Leave you behind
Cry at night, your my tears
Throw them away
I wish you never came

Inside every part of me
I wish you never came
Let you burn in the stars
wish you never came
Cry, throw away my tears
Jump so high
Leave you behind
I wish you wasn't here

The Effects

Time ticks on and my mind goes array
Thoughts are carrying me away
I worry about what will happen
my choices affect so much
Time will tell me what to do eventually
But I am not sure I can wait that long
I wonder if I can figure it out as I sing my song

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Everyday we just make choices
Not knowing what they do
We think they might not hurt anyone
But in a way they effect everyone
I don't want to cause rocky waters
I don't want to sink someones boat
But choices have to be made so I think as I go on

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings and be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

How do we live knowing
That we have caused pain someplace
Broken relationships become of our choices
At times it is hard to just listen
But they keep telling me to put me first
Be selfish its worth it
Not sure if it truly is

Ripples in the water are our choices
They run across so much
Flap my wings an be selfish
But I can't help but wonder what Tsunami might come
I can't bring that down on anyone
Which way should take off

Ripples, wings flap
Winds change
It's a fact it effects
Everything

Crazy Crew Tonight

Hangin out right now
Not sure what tomorrow will throw down
But who cares we have tonight
Tomorrows worries not in sight
It's a party night

So let loose and be in the now
No where else I rather be anyhow
Truer words can't be said
It's my crew to the end

Works not done but we'll leave it there
Not like it's going anywhere
Let our hair down, music up loud and proud
Grab a hand and dancin in the crowd

Let loose and be in the now
No where else rather be anyhow
Truer words can't be said
When I'm with the crazy ones
It's my crew to the end

People don't understand our style
Looking at us like we are bazaar
Thats ok insanity is our way
Acting out and being strange is our favorite game
If you don't like it move on
Other wise join us as we party on

Let loose be in the now
No where else rather be anyhow
Truer words can't be said
When I'm with the crazy ones
Don't let the party ever end
Go ahead and join the crazy side
I'm with my crew to the end

What's that light mean?
Oh, party's over. Time to work again

Stand wishing

You, you don't know
What it's like to not have your touch anymore
A whisper blows across my shoulder
I close my eyes and I can fantasize
your caresse against my skin
the feeling once again
but as easily as the breeze comes
it goes away

Somewhere you are with someone else in your arms
where I once was, where I wish
I could be, But here I am
standing only wishing to be

Sit and try to find a way
To not think about everyday
go on about my life in the dark
I want to hide, stay away form
so many things because I'm so afraid
don't know what to do or what to say
All I know is


Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Why can't these memories be washed away
out of my mind, taken so I don't have them close

Or you could be brought back to me
things cna return to the way they use to be

But I guess for now
I will stay in the dark
standing
and keep wishing

Somewhere you are with someone
else in your arms
Where I was, Where I wish
I could be, but here I am
standing
only wishing to be

Just like the wind

A whisper I hear it
It tells me not to fear it
I go on and feel it
To know it to steal it
I want to hold it close
To never let it go
But I know

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

A heart beat rings in my ears
the blood runs strong through my veins
Your are near that how I know
You can fill me with so much warmth
with you words
when you leave you take them with you
leave me empty, you come and go
But I know

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

Just for once won't you
say something to me that is true
stop with all your lies
I can't get the rain out of my eyes
I need the sun i need the warmth
I want the wind gone
Things with you will never change
The wind will always stay the same
It is a sad sad shame

With the wind it blows away
it will never stay one place
comes and goes changes it's mind
it's direction moves all the time
You whisper your words
And I hear them But they leave
Just like the wind

To bad your just the wind
Can't stay still
Unable to make up your mind
Your just the wind.