Go Insane

It started with a whisper (whisper)

In your head when you was little

So quite you could ignore it (ignore it ignore it)

As you’re getting older (older)

The voices are getting louder (louder)

Starting to madden your brain

Sit down to dinner hun

Don’t worry just eat your veggies they say

Put then your peas turn around and they start to say

Listen to the voices you’re not going mad

You have friends that are the same

Not alone your part of a million

So join us and go Insane

Go insane

Go insane

Go insane

Just go Insane

Called the doctor they don’t believe you (believe you)

Now you’re inside a padded room

Hearing voices that don’t belong to you (belong to you)

They tell you they are gonna break out (break out)

Show them all what being Mad is all about (all about)

The voices will get louder (louder)

The peas will tell us (tell us)

Listen to the voices you’re not going mad

You have friends that are the same

Not alone your part of a million

So join us and go Insane

Go insane

Go insane

Go insane

Just go Insane

Forget what you have to do

Lets play games all day

Search around and find some clues

Hunt down those who refuse (don't refuse)

To submit to our ways (to our ways)

We can drive them batty all day

Listen to the voices in our heads

We’re perfectly mad and that’s ok

We are the veggies on your plate

That will tell you your fate

Listen to you peas

Join us and Go Insane

Go Insane

Go Insane

Go Insane

Just Go Insane

All in one Take

These curve balls I can’t catch them

Come at me from every direction

In life is a coach

The game is the lesson as we go

The book changes as we go

The rules we will never know

So no matter what you know it never stays the same

How do I get through it all 

I don’t have a cheat sheet

The answers change day to day

Someone give me a break

Tell me what will it take

To make it all through in one take

It keeps spinning around and around

Had me so dizzy I fall down

Not enough band aides to bind up all my wounds

What am I suppose to do

I get up and brush it off

Head back three point line

Take another swing at it

But I don’t I can get a touch down

Missed the goal once again

How do I get through it all 

I don’t have a cheat sheet

The answers change day to day

Someone give me a break

Tell me what will it take

To make it all through in one take

I hate that I don’t have the answers

I don’t have the play book

A can’t fire a crocked line

Where is my defense

Please please tell me

How to get through all of this

How do I get through it all 

I don’t have a cheat sheet

The answers change day to day

Someone give me a break

Tell me what will it take

To make it all through in one take

Give me the answers please

Let me look over your shoulder

Help me out whisper the answers

Not sure I can do it on my own

How can I do it all in one take

Break for a Wish

Temptation of your kiss

Sweetness of your lips

Calls to me and begs me to come

I have to find the will to fight it

The warmth from your arms

Wrapped around me so tight

Protect me form harm

But it all can be dangerous

I have to find a way to stop this

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

My smile is because of you

You have no idea what your words make me feel

You lift me up when I am down

You can be my strength when I am weak

I need you

But I need time to think it through

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Your touch sooths me

Your eyes tell me

Everything I need to know

I am falling fast and hard now

I miss you too much when you are not around

I need to find a way to slow down

But I can’t I want just want to be with you

I need to break for a wish

Want to know how to resist the fastest of all this

Get through all of this give me a lamp to rub

I want to answer to all of this

A wish bone please give

I need to break for a wish

Break, Break for a wish

Give me, give me the best chance in all this

I need to

Break for a wish

Through

The time it takes
for you to correct your mistakes
It's hard to believe
that you have learned you lesson
You claim you real and
true to the end
Let me tell you something
Your end has come

Thats it, I'm done
peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

Slam a door, have a fight
When you wrong
it's such a sight
to watch you prove your right
well I'm putting an end
drawing the finish line

Thats it, I'm done
Peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

You try to back track
do a "U" turn
I promise I won't be concerned
about you or what you do
You been a lesson taught
but you have not learned
so let me tell you something
Our end has finally come

That's it, I'm done
peace out, I'm gone
I have forgiven to many lies
I'm to good for you, your a fool
So hun, we are through

Need to say

Sitting here, Staring at you
Watching your lips move
The words that come out don't make sense
your tellin' me that your sorry you
should have never left
you want to be able to hold me again

Sorry but I can't do this any more
Tired of crying over you
you left me in the cold so confused
sitting wondering why
I need to pull it together
and finally say good bye

You left me and I blamed myself
looking at photos wondering what else
what did I do to lose you tell me what I said
But now I know I need to move ahead

Sorry but I can't do this any more
Tired of crying over you
you left me in the cold so confused
sitting wondering why
I need to pull it together
and finally say good bye

Crying alone in the dark
sitting by the phone
waiting for an email
need an explanation
I needed to know why
but now I know that all I need
Is to say goodbye

Sorry I can't do this any more
Tired of crying alone on the floor
You left me in the cold you left confused
What was I suppose to do
What was I to think
But now I know
what I gotta do
Is say Goodbye  

Make-up remover - Dreams

I sleep.. The dreams come filled with many things. Some good, some bad and some just there. But with my eyes closed  I have no control over what comes and goes in my head. So much time has come since things ended. Your voice barely something I can recall in a waken state. Yet my dreams lately have been filled with you. Not of some fantasy that will never come to be being rescued  from the depths of a cave after being kidnapped by vikings. Lost on a trip into the wilderness and saved by a handsome  woodsman that know the woods so well and keep me company and helps me and we fall in love. None of that, not even close. No they are filled of every day things. watching TV and talking about the shows or stupid things people say on Facebook.

Sitting on the couch watching you put together something and getting mad and I laugh under my breath. Things that are normal. Everyday happening things. Never dream of you coming back and telling me your sorry for leaving and hurting me. They are like nothing bad ever happened. I can feel myself smiling while I am sleeping. The happiness from the dreams wash over me and take over while the rest of the world can't see and goes on. These are things that could very well happen and could be. But then I waken. I am in bed with you not laying next to me. and the sadness and pain form when you left that has taken a long time to get over comes back with a vengeance. The tears stream down my face. the happiness I once felt that was real not just a dream is gone and I am reminded of how it left.

Left with a hole once again, one that I thought had healed over. Like putting salt in a very fresh wound it stings and hurts. A scar that no one can see but me. No one will ever know how much it hurt or how big it is. Covered up with smiles and "I'm fine" or "Everything is great in my life" No one will know the truth that lays beneath the lies only my dreams will tel me that I am not over you nor will I ever get over you. Does time really heal all wounds, or does it just help you figure out how to cover them up like a blemish on your face you cover with make-up? All I know is that no matter what you tell your brain, no matter what you convince yourself you feel. Your heart and dreams will always remind you of the truth of the happiness you had and the sadness that it leaves you filled with now.

So each day, after my dreams end, I will put on my "make-up" and cover up the blemish that lays deep inside.

Never really lost

Love is never really lost
It is just misguided

Misguided I was for the longest time
until you came along

You helped me get back on the main road again.

You have taught me how to love
and trust someone again

You have told me to listen to my heart
and no one else

I know now where my heart has been
and Where my love has traveled to

It all went to you
and is now still with you

Forever and always it will never really be lost
Again


This is something I wrote when I was in the 7th grade so forgive the bad stuff i just thought it would be nice to share some old stuff i have written. So enjoy, hopefully.