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Wednesday, June 29, 2016

Emotional Haul

Look into her eyes, what do you see
Might it be all the possibilities
Or do you see the fear that lives there
Deep inside she hides, many things she will deny
A smile on her lips, you'll never know, it's not fair

She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Her happiness is a struggle
Searching to find it, but she feels she is denied it
What makes her smile doesn't last, it quickly fades into the past
Sadness takes over, she cries into her shoulder
How long will it last, why does it last

She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Kiss and tell with her emotions, she will never tell anyone
Secrets she keeps hidden, people keep trying to break in
Protecting herself from the pain of happiness and saddness
She wants to be numb, but she yearns to feel it all
Unlock that vault and see whats inside
Release her, let her feel, show her something real


She burns inside, fire out of control
Ready to explode, but no one can ever know

The mixture of it all
The formual that makes her up
Maybe, someday, she will let it all go
Then someone will know her true emotional haul

Pain, regret, buried deep
Love, desire, so steep,
lust, and anger, mixed in
Sadness and hope, added on
The formual of it all

Who is willing to know it all
To help her feel it and let it go
Who will let her know her true emotional haul

Sunday, June 26, 2016

Pleasure of the Flesh

Innocence lost and gone
If I had it, it would be yours
Do with me as you please
I want to feel you inside of me
Push me up against the wall
Ravish me all night long
Explore any part of me you want
Let our bodies feel the rush

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of my flesh

Now you taste me, as you take me
I can feel your excitement up against me
Tell me how you want it
As I yearn to give it all
Your touch takes me to a new Plain of ecstasy
Fill me with pleasure that makes me beg for more
Let your desire take control
Come on and let it all go

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of your flesh

How have I ever lived without this
My body never experiencing your bliss
Bring all you have to me
I never want to be without your touch
Aching for you everyday
Don't take it away
I beg for you to take me, make me yours

Pleasure of the flesh
In the dark or in the light
Our addiction to each other
Spark of a passion has become a blaze
Our zeal will become an obsession
Enjoy the pleasure of our flesh

No denying it
Pleasure of my flesh
Feel the heat
Pleasure of your flesh
Oh the desire
Pleasure of our flesh
Together it comes
Pleasure of our flesh
Enjoy the pleasure of our flesh

Monday, June 6, 2016

Broken Master Piece

My innocence I don't have
It became yours when you walked through the door
You melted me with your words
trying to mold me into your own master piece
Make me something that fits you
On display in your gallery for a short time
Another work of art you will be bored with in time
I'll end up in a box that will be long forgotten

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

With you I tried to be my best
It never seemed to be enough
You tore me down with your words
Then tried to mend me with empty gestures
Mindless efforts you put forth
Never caring what is happening
So, it's time for me to walk away

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

In your care I have become damaged
How long will it take to heal me
I fell for you, gave you my all
Wanted to be with you in every waking moment
You was my world and you threw me in the darkness
To collect dust, alone and cold

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

Restoration will come in time
Your damage will be undone but never forgotten
The wounds was not permanent but will always be part of me
I have become something new
Something stronger in-spite of you
Something you will become to envy and want back
But I will not be returning to you

You had your chance to make something great
You threw it all away
Now in time you will regret what you did
But the time is over
And I am forever gone

You made me into a broken master piece
But it's the best kind
Imperfections are more beautiful
Than flawless beauty can ever be
You have lost something very priceless
That was me

Monday, April 25, 2016

Fight or Flight

Close my eyes
Take a deep breath
Time to draw the line
Draw that line in the sand
This is my stand
Are you going to step over it
Or are you going to walk away

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Old west stand off
Words are the six shooters
Have you in my line of sight
Already fired off my shots
Fire back or surrender
Take the hits, can't you see it's over
Something new in me has taken over

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Tears stream down my face
As I stand firm in my place
Dry them off throw them to the ground
A cross roads for us both
Which direction do you plan to go
Made my choice
Won't live in your shadow
Going forward alone
You are on your own

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Lay on the ground
Shatter all around
Your charm is broken
The spell no longer works on me
I have broken free from all your pain

Time for me to fight
Not gonna run and hide
I found my strength against you
No longer going to swoon for you
Broken free from your chains
You will no longer have the upper hand

Thursday, April 7, 2016

Smile cuts like a knife

A wake up call
It's nothing I have done
I don't want to be this
I have to control this
Darkness has settled now
Time to reveal what's going down

Your smile cuts like a knife
Your words cause internal strife
Time to make a stand
So much confusion at hand
What is the polished plan

Your intentions hidden so gracefully
Ignoring all of my pleas
Resisting your charms is hard to do
Walk away that's what I need to do
You know all of your moves
I don't know what to do

Your smile cuts like a knife
Your words cause internal strife
Time to make a stand
So much confusion at hand
What is the polished plan

Tell me where is the blue print
Your stealing my sanity
Your guilty of destroying me
I'll break free and dull your knife
The strife will disappear into the night
A conclusion has been brought to light
I don't need you by my side

Your smile cuts like a knife
Your words cause internal strife
Time to make a stand
So much confusion at hand
What is the polished plan

Your smile will cut no more
The words you say have no allure
So show me your hand
Tell me your polished plan

Monday, March 21, 2016

Don't leave me behind

Your words rang in my ears
Something rose from a deep slumber
These feelings are ones I never thought I own
No longer feel like a drone
You make me forget when I'm sad
We can't just forget what we have

Let's not break our hearts
Together we are strong
With each other is where we belong
Don't leave me behind
Baby, say your still mine

We have our hurtles, that's ok
We'll take them day by day
No expectations set, don't want no regrets
Fit me in your life where you can
I am ok with that plan
I don't want to let us go, I'll fight for us til the end
Now baby tell me where we stand

Let's not break our hearts
Together we are strong
With each other is where we belong
Don't leave me behind
Baby, say your still mine

You make me laugh and smile
Waiting for you is worth everything
I love all the things you bring to me
When you sing to me, you make me smile
You are so unique and I won't quit you
Always going to be right here for you

I need to get out of my head
Throw the worry aside and don't dread
I know you love me
Your not wasting my time
I want to always be yours
Please always be mine

Let's not break our hearts
Together we are strong
With each other is where we belong
Don't leave me behind
Baby, say your still mine

Don't want to be without you
My heart is with
Don't leave me behind
Please baby, say your still mine

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Lost In Us

Your lips stop my heart when they reach mine
The taste of your mouth so sublime
The caress of your fingers against my cheek
Running them through my hair
Your eyes pierce my soul
You know me better than anyone

Each heartbeat says your name
Every thought has your smile
The breaths that I take
Help me breathe in the moments
I don't want to depart
So, tonight I will get lost in us

Laying between the sheets bodies intertwined
Fingers interlocked my head on your chest
We talk about hopes and dreams
Expressing out deepest feelings
As you kiss the sweat from my forehead
Hold me tight I know whats screaming from inside

Each heartbeat says my name
Every thought has my smile
The breaths that you take
Help you breathe in the moments
You don't want depart
So, tonight you'll get lost in us

Having you by my side
Gives me such a high
The ecstasy I feel
When your pressed against me
Hard to deny the connection
We feel deep inside
So many moments apart
Maybe one day it will stop

Our heartbeats say each others names
Every thought we have is filled with our smiles
The breaths that we take
Helps us breath in the moments
We don't want to depart
So, tonight we will get lost in us