fairy dust plum

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Lost In Us

Your lips stop my heart when they reach mine
The taste of your mouth so sublime
The caress of your fingers against my cheek
Running them through my hair
Your eyes pierce my soul
You know me better than anyone

Each heartbeat says your name
Every thought has your smile
The breaths that I take
Help me breathe in the moments
I don't want to depart
So, tonight I will get lost in us

Laying between the sheets bodies intertwined
Fingers interlocked my head on your chest
We talk about hopes and dreams
Expressing out deepest feelings
As you kiss the sweat from my forehead
Hold me tight I know whats screaming from inside

Each heartbeat says my name
Every thought has my smile
The breaths that you take
Help you breathe in the moments
You don't want depart
So, tonight you'll get lost in us

Having you by my side
Gives me such a high
The ecstasy I feel
When your pressed against me
Hard to deny the connection
We feel deep inside
So many moments apart
Maybe one day it will stop

Our heartbeats say each others names
Every thought we have is filled with our smiles
The breaths that we take
Helps us breath in the moments
We don't want to depart
So, tonight we will get lost in us

Thursday, February 18, 2016

Be Gone

You say you want me
You say you love me
You'll never leave my side
But all the time
All you do is mistreat me
Why, oh why, do I put up with you

Misguided attempts
Words that linger on your lips
Your not fooling anyone
So go ahead and make that smirk
Now, be gone

You try to stop me
You act like it's just a game
Hit that home run and you have it won
Let me tell you something
You just struck out of the game
Why, oh why, do I put up with you

Misguided attempts
Words that linger on your lips
Your not fooling anyone
So go ahead and make that smirk
Now, be gone

I am sick of sitting on the sidelines
Waiting for the right time
To get my turn to have a chance
I'm gonna knock you out of my way

Sitting, waiting for you
One last chance to hear your spew
One more try to lay it all on the line

Misguided attempts
Words that linger on your lips
Your not fooling anyone
So go ahead and make that smirk
Now, be gone

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Preserver

So, you think you got the best of me

Inside out you claim to know me
But when it comes down to the bottom of the glass
You're lost because you don't know me at all

I can't throw you a life preserver
I'm sick of trying to rescue you
I need to save myself
Before I can save us or you

I refuse to be the last one out
People change and souls do the same
So to pretend my ideas are something they are not
Is lying to myself, is that what you want

I can't throw you a life preserver
I'm sick of trying to rescue you
I need to save myself
Before I can save you

It's so hard to be alone
The emotions and pain kills me
Drowning in an invisible sea
I know what I have to do
Only I can rescue myself

Can't throw you a life preserver
Sick of trying to rescue you
Need to save myself
Before I can save anyone else
I have to stop my own drowning

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

My ultimate confession

The lights go down
My guard goes with them
You move in closer
And your eyes take me over
I'm no longer sober
Pull me close, whisper to me
Tell me all those sweet nothings
I'll confess as you make me yours
You are my ultimate sin

Nothing like being entangled in you
A world all our own no one else will ever know
Baby you are the only one I need to know
Sensuality climbs to new heights
Exploration is us tonight

Undress me, your hands follow my curves
Finger tips sink into my hips
Lay me down as your lips taste mine
Body pressed on top of mine
Your scent makes me lose my mind
Nothing like the way you feel against me
Can't deny you anymore
Make me feel like nothing before
You are my ultimate drug

Nothing like being entangled in you
A world all our own no one else will ever know
Baby you are the only one I need to know
Sensuality climbs to new heights
Exploration is us tonight

Trails of scratches left by finger nails
Our breath carries pleasurable noises across the air
Beads of sweat slide from our bodies
As we fold ourselves into blissful origami
Hearts race, beating a new melody
You are beyond intoxicating
It can be suffocating
But you're be a death so lovely
You are the ultimate high

Nothing like being entangled in you
A world all our own no one else will ever know
Baby you are the only one I need to know
Sensuality climbs to new heights
Exploration is us tonight

I wrap myself around you
Your a deadly desire I never knew
Scream your name, throw me in the fire
Not enough time to say all the Hail Mary's as I confess
I'll tell them you are my ultimate sin

Sunday, January 31, 2016

You have awaken me

A few words from you can make me smile
You can make me laugh like a child
There is no denying what you do to me
My heart races when I hear your voice
You have never given me any choice
From the second that we met
I wanted to be yours
Oh baby what you do to me

Pulled me out of my comfort zone
Wakened a beast in me I didn't know
You touched my soul like no one else
The door is open for you
Tell me what's your beast inside doing to you

Talk deeply and listen with intent
Hold me close in your arms
Feel something you never knew
Longing for each others call
The words exchanged are so great
Our connection is so deep
Nothing else can compare
Oh baby what we do to each other


Pulled me out of my comfort zone
Wakened a beast in me I didn't know
You touched my soul like no one else
The door is open for you
Tell me what's your beast inside doing to you

Tremble with delight at my sight
It's true you burn inside too
No words can be put to what there is
Our feelings are mutual, there spoken universal
We can lay together quietly 
Or talk or sweat until our hearts content
Everything is so right, when I hear from you each night

No one knows me like you do
The beast that has been dormant for so long
You've awaken it, brought it back to life
The key you was the one that held it
We are the fire in each others soul
You are my beast and I am yours
Baby tell me what I've done to you


Pulled me out of my comfort zone
Wakened a beast in me I didn't know
You touched my soul like no one else
The door is open for you
Tell me what's your beast inside doing to you

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

In those shoes

Do you know what it takes to hold on
To be so strong, try to move on
Through the eyes of one so hurt
Feel the fire burning deep inside
Sorrow sits on you like a ton of iron
You can't breath, it's all so strangling

You can't know what it's like to be
Left broken and cold
Left all alone, now can you
Walk a mile those shoes

Be in a crowd of people feel like only one there
Invisible man, no one can even bother to stare
So unfit for all of these cries so loud at night
Hard to tell what is real now, You live in a different world
Screams so silent the can kill in a instant
Make no mistake of this pain it's the reality forced

You can't know what it's like to be
Left broken and cold
Left all alone, now can you
Walk a mile those shoes

Internal bleeding that can't be seen or healed
Stripped away of everything you once held dear
Not whole any more, we're puzzle pieces on the floor
Scattered around, we can't figure out how to fit together
Chains that bind, we can't break away
Everyday is a new kind of pain, a day in dread

You can't know what it's like to be
Left broken and cold
Left all alone, now can you
Walk a mile those shoes

Sadness sits, it won't quit
You think of nothing of it
You say "Yo're just a wimp"
But you know nothing
Of the stories that have been lived
You haven't been there
You never experienced this type of despair

You can't know what it's like to be
Left broken and cold
Left all alone, now can you
Walk a mile those shoes

Can you do it
Walk in the shoes
Of someone who has been through it
Walk in the shoes
See what it feels like to lose
A mile stride with no one by your side
Even when your surrounded by a world full of people
You'll still feel alone
Walk in your shoes alone

Go ahead
Walk a mile in those shoes





Sunday, January 17, 2016

Your Demons

Will you run and hide
Will you deny it all
Can you
Can you

The struggle you go through
Every time you look inside
You let your lies ring true to you
You tell them and make others believe
But when it gets down to the end
Will you be able to face it
Go ahead and try to say it

Deep down you will be bond
Eatin alive by whats inside
You won't be able to ever escape
Now it's time to face, Your demons

Will you keep fighting
Will you still try it
Can you
Can you

Break you down
Will eventually do your time
It will all come back to you
Hunt you down like the big bad wolf
Your cape won't protect you
Only one thing that you can really do
As they are clawing at you

Deep down you will be bond
Eatin alive by whats inside
You won't be able to ever escape
Now it's time to face, Your demons

What will you say to win
What will you give up to be the victor
Can you
Can you

Do you think that you will beat those monster
Face your past or you will crash
All the things you have done
Stand before you now
You life plays on your big screen

Can you admit it
Can you keep denying it
Your demons can you fight them
Your demons they bind you
Face it all

Can you
Can, can, can
Can you